Eyes and presence

[TwinDragon]

I have found something to be grounding to me, if I've been out of my body and not been present, is to look into my own eyes in the mirror. I gaze and look into the eyes and see Goddess looking back at me which grounds me more into the present moment, which is a good thing!

A few days ago as I was putting on mascara I suddenly saw a bright blue spark, inside of my head on my right side, just above the eye. I figured it's the blue pearl, and that's what I'm talking to a lot... Other than the heart voice, my DB and sometimes other people's Higher Selfs etc...

I've seen the flash of the blue pearl on the right side of one of my friends too, when a bunch of us were gathered around the table, before dinner. She is also awakened, allthough maybe not conciosly aware of it. She has experienced psychic and paranormal stuff, but isn't familiar with Kundalini, but she's propably gotten to meet her DB, but she doesn't really believe in it, in that it's real. What I saw was so beautiful, calming in a way...

Some time ago, I was sitting outside around a table, alone, chatting to something/someone on my right side (not being really present) wondering what to do that night, to stay there or go to another bar... Then I felt that someone was looking at me, and at the exact same moment as his eyes were moving towards where I sat there was like blackness/void not completely black but with the particles of conciousness between the spaces, like my body's wasn't there (starting from my left side) I also saw my lower chakras glowing, and I was like hey, is he seeing this or am I? lol. Then my eyes met his and I was back in my body...

I just wonder what that blackness means, I feel like I have integrated the void, so maybe that's just what it meant or was I being invinsible? Or does it mean there was karmic stuff there...

I'm just asking lol, and surrendering this to Goddess...

[TwinDragon]

I also have a few questions about the left/right side polarity...

I feel like the Void and Shakti aspect is on my left side, and the Shiva/Divine Beloved aspect is on my right side... I also feel that my receptive side is on my left. And that the "intuitive messages coming to conciousness" is on my right side... Sometimes when I do creative things like writing or singing, it feels like my left, logical brain partially gets dismantled and the right side is taking over, and I really love it when I'm in those states... Once when I wrote a song and I heared the music in my mind (like my DB put me in a trance) I felt the exact point in my brain the music I was hearing came from... Somewhere on the right side... When I think about it, it was about the same spot in my mind where I saw the blue flash.

My Divine Beloved always seem to appear on my right side...

Also first time I saw the void/black hole in space opening, it opened itself on my left side... And the Raven was also on my left side lol!

Just pondering something, I feel that my physical heart and possibly stomack is the organ that receives intuitive insights. that the organ is part of the body-mind connection. Also I feel that it's mostly stuff in the left side that sometimes causes me to loose grounding, something in the stomack and heart. I just can't get clarification on wherer there's karma there or whether it is part of the body-mind...

Sometimes when I'm in the centre of simply Being, there's no seperation between the two, I am the two and everything and I just am... But to have the relationship between the Shakti and Shiva aspects of me I feel like I need to seperate the two... So that Shakti and Shiva can dance again... lol.

Goddess this is for you, and please take the holes too! Thank you very much!