Going in and out of grounding

[TwinDragon]

I see a pattern that is when I am grounded, and I suddenly "jump" out of it, it is that I feel that my heart wants to try to help other people with grounding as it feels so good to be in it myself, but then that is a projection on my part to think/feel thay are in need of my assistance with it. So Goddess please take that, and do with it as you think best. Thank you very much.

And some times when I am completely grounded, and I'm around someone I feel these weird sensations (as if the flow of shakti from below is getting cut off) leaving me to wounder what happened and suddenly I'm out of it and have a hard time with getting grounded again. My heart had also closed itself off, and yesterday I felt it was like it got opened (with a feeling of pains in my chest) and now I feel a lot more grounded, with a lot of kriya-ish sensations etc. I also asked Goddess to take entities as I felt I had a lot of them, and that I even attract them a lot, and I see the pattern there that I attract to me things that doesn't think they are light/Goddess, and a part of the whole. So Goddess please take it, and do with it as You think best. Thank you very much.

I realize that when I'm in my solar plexus or my second chakra (unsure of which) the things other people say or do gives me a feeling with it that is almost like the grounding energy that comes in through my feet, only the energy doesn't feel like the unconditional love feeling, it doesn't tingle when it comes through my feet, but I feel it coming in through them.. This is kind of difficoult to explain, but I think it might be my personal unconcious judgement of the energy they send out or something. Or some kind of intuitive thing to sense if something is or is not right for me. Don't know! So Goddess please take that and do with it as you think best. Thank you very much!

In the area of my second chakra, something happens in relation to men.. lol. Some times I get this urge to protect the chakra.. Some times it reacts to the other person's energy in different ways. One day I was walking on my way home and got this urge to put my hand on the back of the chakra, (I feel that it has or have had a leakage in it and learned by someone that to place the hand on the back could get the energy to stay inside:P) and started seeing the energy orange. I also got a sense of a half full moon.. And then I saw that a guy driving by at the time was someone I had been with at a concert... Anyway Goddess please take the pattern of wanting to give of my creative energy to others, causing the leak in the chakra, I want to keep my energy myself and use it myself!:P I also noticed a pattern that the chakra has had a strong cord connecting me to my mother, like I have been connected to her creative energy without really wanting it. I think the cord has faded though but am still learning to not go into the same pattern. (I have also gotten stuff from her when I have tried to get in touch with myself, even got stuff from a book series that she was reading when I was just trying to get grounded..)

Goddess please take this and do with it as You think best. For the highest good of All and harm to None. Thank you very much.

I also realize that I have to really want and desire to be present in order for the shakti to really flow...

[TwinDragon]

Just thought I'd post this too, it feels like I am connecting with others through the sacral chakra, and the sensations I feel in it seems to be the result of the creative energy that me and the other person can create together... Really strange, but that's how I feel it. As I have learned, the sacral chakra is the sentre of the personal energy and it's qualities are water, emotions, nature, connections with others, desires, sexuality, creativity, gut-feeling, and body-mind connection... It's really exiting to be grounded and present in the different chakras and see how the different chakras operate and see the world... It feels like the chakra itself is a void...

These are just my experiences of it, if it's true or not I leave up to Goddess, but it's been some very interesting experiences:)

So thank you Goddess, it's yours!:)