Kundalini Emergence

[new_genesis]

Hello Everyone,

Between 14 and 16 I had 3 times that kundalini rose and my perception of the world and myself changed. Energy would call to me and every time I explored with what I knew at the time, I found myself turning away from energy, because I did not have a teacher and I found myself in turmoil, because I did not have the skills or understanding to deal with what was happening to me.  After I found your site I started reading articles on kundalini emergence and everything started to make sense as to what had happened to me in my life as a result of the sacred fire rising.

Over the years I kept feeling the call to explore energy again and I would  based on what I knew inside of me and it kept getting me into trouble. I have learned not to rush the process, I have made that mistake too many times. Two and a half years ago I felt the call again louder then I have any other time in my life, and my life was turned upside down, and in all this time my guidance kept telling me to learn how to ground. I have learned to follow my guidance and some tools have show up in life where I have learned to bank the energy, so the call is not so loud. Guidance has shown me how to surrender to touch the trapped energies of patterns from old and how to let them go. I have had to figure this out all on my own. Now I find myself here and there is a teacher here who knows the path I have been walking.

I read ahead a bit when I first got here and as I did I found much of it was familiar to me, only I did not know how to put it together.

I am here to learn I no longer wish to do this on my own and I have started at the beginning and I will be patient, my guidance keeps telling me to slow down. The song within grows louder and can no longer be denied.

I have only been here a few days now and yesterday when I was practicing the grounding exercise I felt a beautiful glow in my heart and I touched the energy and I felt Goddess and the love that was there, I have never felt Her this way before. ~smiles~

Thank You Mystress for this temple of learning,

Julian