Dream

[Jeremy]

Last night I had a terrible dream.  I was back at home with my parents and siblings.  My father was being abusive to me as he used to be, probably drunk.  I could feel the darkness I know so well building inside of me.  I realized my evil intents and desires and I said to my mom... "I am going to show him, I am not going to hold back any more"

When he came to the room I confronted him and took his arms.  I pinned him down and looked into his eyes.  I told him to look at my eyes, I asked him if he could see it, the murderous rage, the evil hatred that gave me incredible power.  He was fearful.  I told him I would bite a chunk from his face as I could feel the overwhelming energy of darkness flowing out of me.

I left and walked to the street.  Suddenly I realised I had made a mistake and I shouted to my mother that I made a bad choice.  I walked away and noticed that everyone was different.  All looking at me.  People lining up for the buss, there faces were evil.  Waring masks? terrible eyes.  But I knew that I was more powerful.  I demonstrated it by jumping about 20 feet in the air and hovering for a moment.   As I hovered I looked down and burned whatever those demons were with my horrible rage. 

I continued to walk and looked as people past by.  There were no humans, just demons of some sort.  A female demon left her group and came and said something to me.  I don't remember anything else.  I woke up full of sexual energy with images of sex and lust in my mind.  Now I am grounded and feel perhaps this was a new layer that needs dealing with.  Whatever it was, a sign of something or just a dream, I give it to you Goddess.  Thank you.