a mystress visitation and other ramblings!

LittleCloud · Mar 06, 2007, 01:01:23 PM

I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

Love

juergen · Mar 07, 2007, 02:23:47 PM

maybe we can get closer to Her, once we are more awakened, more in tune with our DivBel, and speaking more Her language, more compatible you know? more interesting for Her; i would find this very natural;
as for me so much work to do!

Often there is a moment of gratitude, and affection, when a sequence of Her comes to the mind, which is in resonance with an actual thought or reality.
These moments are quite a boost, so i deem myself very lucky!
While we are at it:

I had a dream where She was present, a while ago!

A bunch of us were driving in a big limousine, school-excursion with Mystress!

There was talking, atmosphere was good, but i can't recollect who said what, just that Mystress was the Center, and She also drove the car.

In a bend, She accelerated tremendously, putting the engines to full work so it was to be felt through the vibrations; this went on after the bend, un-merciful, so that i felt scary; as if the car would have to take off and fly to avoid shit.

I woke up and remained giddy for some hours...

Lately when going to bed i had a feeling of someone doing energy work on me, although i never had any such a session-experience, my closest experience being the sensation after intake of a homeopathic remedy. It felt like being bathed in a mild energy soothing the neuralgic parts and healing blockages, and there seemed a direction in this; of course i thought of Mystress and felt ashamed that i was getting it for free and i thanked Her best i could, and finally fell in sleep; next morning i woke with a constrictive feeling in the heart, but did no try to avoid, suppress or pass around it, but accepted and went through it with a short aggravation(which i guess could have avoided but didn't), so confident had i become by the 'energy-occurence'!

Yesterday i read an article by Her again and it felt like getting something of it for the first time, getting so much open answers answered or at least some fresh input!

It was this one:

http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/body/tantra.htm

I realized, that there was some information, that isn't in the course, so before you get bored, have a look at this source(domin8trex), there is always still plenty to find!

So this was some of my ramblings!

Love,

juergen.

: I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

: Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

: No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

: Love

Vyana · Mar 08, 2007, 12:23:47 PM

A week or two after my first session, when Mystress worked on some body armoury on my chest, her higher self appeared in my home, while I was resting in the room of my youngest daughter, and started working on the body armoury with her hands. She continued with that for a while, and then she went away. Apparently these things happen now and then.

: I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did,...

juergen · Mar 09, 2007, 03:37:52 PM

She's wonderful in the word's true sense.

Love,

juergen.

: A week or two after my first session, when Mystress worked on some body armoury on my chest, her higher self appeared in my home, while I was resting in the room of my youngest daughter, and started working on the body armoury with her hands. She continued with that for a while, and then she went away. Apparently these things happen now and then.

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: : I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did,...

Mystress · Mar 12, 2007, 12:36:46 AM

Interesting story, littlecloud. Feels true. I wondered why you felt a little familiar to me.
My higher self is on sabbatical, too.

: I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

: Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

: No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

: Love

LittleCloud · Mar 12, 2007, 11:03:06 PM

I'm glad you sort of remember! Even though you visited, I'm not sure if you got the chance to do anything, as our encounter was probably interrupted by hyper-vigilant relative. Don't know what you would do in that kind of situation really. That was a house in california at the time, and you apparently came to the back door (which isn't as sneaky as it sounds as basically that was our 'front door' so to speak, as everyone used that door more often.) So I don't know if you were able to grace me that night...and I suppose you are not privy to every single thing your higher self does sometimes.
BUT I have had a dream or two a few weeks ago where you made an appearance as a participating character which is interesting.
Glad you kind of remember me, as we had our encounter and I've been visiting your websites and maybe leaving a little bit of my energy here and there perhaps! Even though I just signed up for this course, I've been reading your material and reviewing it for years (has it been that long? yikes). Glad to be here though, even if its been a rough journey for me

: Interesting story, littlecloud. Feels true. I wondered why you felt a little familiar to me.
: My higher self is on sabbatical, too.

:
: : I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

: : Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

: : No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

: : Love

LittleCloud · Mar 20, 2007, 08:40:11 PM

Thanks for sharing juergen. Glad I'm not the only one that has these experiences. Sometimes I wonder if in the dreams I have sometimes it is actually her is my subconscious using her as a symbol or is there really any difference? Thanks for the link, there sure are alot of hidden places on the tantra website lol

: maybe we can get closer to Her, once we are more awakened, more in tune with our DivBel, and speaking more Her language, more compatible you know? more interesting for Her; i would find this very natural;
: as for me so much work to do!

: Often there is a moment of gratitude, and affection, when a sequence of Her comes to the mind, which is in resonance with an actual thought or reality.
: These moments are quite a boost, so i deem myself very lucky!
: While we are at it:

: I had a dream where She was present, a while ago!

: A bunch of us were driving in a big limousine, school-excursion with Mystress!

: There was talking, atmosphere was good, but i can't recollect who said what, just that Mystress was the Center, and She also drove the car.

: In a bend, She accelerated tremendously, putting the engines to full work so it was to be felt through the vibrations; this went on after the bend, un-merciful, so that i felt scary; as if the car would have to take off and fly to avoid shit.

: I woke up and remained giddy for some hours...

: Lately when going to bed i had a feeling of someone doing energy work on me, although i never had any such a session-experience, my closest experience being the sensation after intake of a homeopathic remedy. It felt like being bathed in a mild energy soothing the neuralgic parts and healing blockages, and there seemed a direction in this; of course i thought of Mystress and felt ashamed that i was getting it for free and i thanked Her best i could, and finally fell in sleep; next morning i woke with a constrictive feeling in the heart, but did no try to avoid, suppress or pass around it, but accepted and went through it with a short aggravation(which i guess could have avoided but didn't), so confident had i become by the 'energy-occurence'!

: Yesterday i read an article by Her again and it felt like getting something of it for the first time, getting so much open answers answered or at least some fresh input!

: It was this one:

: http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/body/tantra.htm

: I realized, that there was some information, that isn't in the course, so before you get bored, have a look at this source(domin8trex), there is always still plenty to find!

: So this was some of my ramblings!

: Love,

: juergen.

: : I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

: : Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

: : No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

: : Love

juergen · Mar 21, 2007, 01:51:47 PM

You're right littlecloud, it's difficult to place theses experiences rightly, at least in my case, but it was nice and i feel grateful all the time anyway!
AS to hidden places, it's true, there are more than any sane seeker can integrate in a given piece of time, but i like the idea to be led there in the right time.

Nonetheless our Teacher spoke of Her interest to get some feedback on the most valuable articles, especially from this board and its archives.
I considered how to do this, and it can involve and require a lot of attention, tracing insights or clarifications back to a special article; i imagine it a production of even more articles, i mean right here onboard, for example i could try to refer, what that link to the other domin8trex page taught me while visiting it, with little quotations of interest from there; or another possibility: give articles with 5/5 stars just a mention; at least we could discuss it.

ju.

: Thanks for sharing juergen. Glad I'm not the only one that has these experiences. Sometimes I wonder if in the dreams I have sometimes it is actually her is my subconscious using her as a symbol or is there really any difference? Thanks for the link, there sure are alot of hidden places on the tantra website lol

: : maybe we can get closer to Her, once we are more awakened, more in tune with our DivBel, and speaking more Her language, more compatible you know? more interesting for Her; i would find this very natural;
: : as for me so much work to do!

: : Often there is a moment of gratitude, and affection, when a sequence of Her comes to the mind, which is in resonance with an actual thought or reality.
: : These moments are quite a boost, so i deem myself very lucky!
: : While we are at it:

: : I had a dream where She was present, a while ago!

: : A bunch of us were driving in a big limousine, school-excursion with Mystress!

: : There was talking, atmosphere was good, but i can't recollect who said what, just that Mystress was the Center, and She also drove the car.

: : In a bend, She accelerated tremendously, putting the engines to full work so it was to be felt through the vibrations; this went on after the bend, un-merciful, so that i felt scary; as if the car would have to take off and fly to avoid shit.

: : I woke up and remained giddy for some hours...

: : Lately when going to bed i had a feeling of someone doing energy work on me, although i never had any such a session-experience, my closest experience being the sensation after intake of a homeopathic remedy. It felt like being bathed in a mild energy soothing the neuralgic parts and healing blockages, and there seemed a direction in this; of course i thought of Mystress and felt ashamed that i was getting it for free and i thanked Her best i could, and finally fell in sleep; next morning i woke with a constrictive feeling in the heart, but did no try to avoid, suppress or pass around it, but accepted and went through it with a short aggravation(which i guess could have avoided but didn't), so confident had i become by the 'energy-occurence'!

: : Yesterday i read an article by Her again and it felt like getting something of it for the first time, getting so much open answers answered or at least some fresh input!

: : It was this one:

: : http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/body/tantra.htm

: : I realized, that there was some information, that isn't in the course, so before you get bored, have a look at this source(domin8trex), there is always still plenty to find!

: : So this was some of my ramblings!

: : Love,

: : juergen.

: : : I remember a few years back I prayed to Mystress to appear the next night and at a certain time to help me with meditation. Apparently she did, as a relative, who was/is more sensitive than me woke up and told me she just had a mini-twilight dream. She dreamt that a lady had come to the door to come and see me. I asked what the lady looked like and the description resembled Mystress! I kept this to myself though, as the relative was not aware of the invitation. The curious thing though was that the impression was strong enough to make my relative (who I swear sleeps with one eye open sometimes)get out of bed because she thought that (in her sleep-addled state) that there was someone at the door. In retrospect, I should have told the relative that I expected a visitor that night, as it wasn't my home, and Mystress is nice and respects property rights and won't come in unless its ok I figure.

: : : Anyway, Ive tried a similar thing recently now that I'm in a position to do so, but no response from Mystress's Higher Self (who does some work when the Priestess is otherwise occupied). I thought it was curious until I found in my archive research that she's been kind of reluctant to do many freebies anymore as it puts to much of a karmic load on her, which has energy and health consequences I guess. Hence her recent methods to help us help ourselves for the most part. I just needed a bit of a boost, but I guess of you have other members and and a thousand other people asking the same thing, I can see why this could make Mystress a bit woozy.

: : : No real questions here...just sharing (or perhaps another disguised prayer?) The shadow knows!

: : : Love