Sexual Dreams

[DeviRam]

Hi everyone

Just would like to share a dream I had.

Over the past few months,I had a series of highly charged sexual encounters during dream-time. They were either with super gorgeous women in their 20s or like last night, middle-aged ones or even really old ones that they remind me of crones. Some of these dreams end up with a physical climax.

I presume it is the merging of my twin aspects into one Unity.  The fascinating thing is I am a practising homosexual! ha ha I always thought or believed that I am a closet bisexual as I had sexual desires for women, all of which were not acted upon, as I believe it would create a messy situation to be a practising bisexual.

Nonetheless, even up to now, I do not have any desire to have physical sex with women, especially after I had reached a certain plateau in my physical sexual needs.

Wondering whether anyone had any similar experiences?

Any thoughts,anyone?

Ananda Rigdzin

[Jade]

Hello Ananda,

Sounds like you're having interesting dreams!

It appears to me that you are loving and integrating the feminine aspects of your being.  Also, this happens to a lot of us on this path: our view of sexuality changes, to include a broader understanding of gender and sex.  

Opening to different aspects of our sexuality, doesn't necessarily have to lead to changing our preference in terms of partner(s) or the way we physically express ourselves sexually (though it's fun when it leads to greater levels of satisfaction!).

Pleasant dreams...

[Mystress]

Hello, Ananda!

  Your interpretation of your dream is exactly correct!

 I have had people before say to me, "I don't want a female Divine Beloved, I'm gay", or "I do not want to have spiritual sex with a male, I am a lesbian.."

 Makes no difference. The unification of ego and unconscious is a hetero experience, male and fem sides uniting sexually. Good thing you are relaxed with it.

 It is my experience, that the kundalini process makes everyone a little bit bisexual, whether they ever act on it physically, or not. You just start loving people for themselves, and what kind of plumbing they have makes no difference. Love knows no gender.

 I know, it was sure a surprise for me, the first time I felt sexual energy with a woman! I was auditioning a woman friend I knew casually, a trained submissive with a male Master who wanted her to have wider experiences, to be my professional slave grrl, for my Pro-Dom sessions.

 I went through my usual ritual, how I always started my sessions with men... of having her kneel before me, placing her in restraints and chaining her up... and then I called a time-out and asked her "I thought you were straight. Where is all this sexual energy coming from? I'm not bisexual..." Up till then, both of us had thought we were straight! But, there it was...

Even so. My interest in women is primarily SM, not intercourse... and my instinct is to also train them to dominate men!

 Thanks for sharing your dream! Blessings..."

: Hi everyone

: Just would like to share a dream I had.

: Over the past few months,I had a series of highly charged sexual encounters during dream-time. They were either with super gorgeous women in their 20s or like last night, middle-aged ones or even really old ones that they remind me of crones. Some of these dreams end up with a physical climax.

: I presume it is the merging of my twin aspects into one Unity.  The fascinating thing is I am a practising homosexual! ha ha I always thought or believed that I am a closet bisexual as I had sexual desires for women, all of which were not acted upon, as I believe it would create a messy situation to be a practising bisexual.

: Nonetheless, even up to now, I do not have any desire to have physical sex with women, especially after I had reached a certain plateau in my physical sexual needs.

: Wondering whether anyone had any similar experiences?

: Any thoughts,anyone?

: Ananda Rigdzin