tummo fire

[Sabrina]

Hello everybody,

Last October when I had a tummo fire initiation over the phone with Mystress, she also did a soul retrieval on me as well. I have to honestly say, I didn't feel much. Later, she also posted a soul retrieval prayer on the k-list. Again, I surrendered to the prayer, but didn't feel anything. This evening, I was lying down getting grounded. And then my mind flashed on a photographe of me. In the photo, I'm about six years old, sitting on a veranda, looking kind of sad and serious. So I, as the adult me, sat next to the little girl and prayed for an angel to come take her into the light. Well, an angel came and took little Sabrina into the light. And she waved goodbye to me with her little hand, and I actually physically waved back. And had an image of her running around in the light, beaming with joy and pain-free. And then I noticed my little sister was still on the bridge. So I asked the angel to come get her too. And they're both playing in the light now.

So I guess the soul retrieval, like the tummo fire, unfolds at a pace that's right for the individual. So, c-light, I would recommend a tummo fire initiaiton. Because even though I've been lazy as hell about my spiritual practises over the past few months, I've been feeling some karma being lifted from me. I've also become more naturally grounded, and more naturally in the present. Which isn't to say I don't have to work at it, 'cause I suck at surrendering!! And I'm hardly living a grounded life. But I've found moreso since my initiation that when I need to surrender and don't, my solar plexus lets me know it's time to just let go. In other words, it constricts like hell!! I'm learning to appreciate pain and discomfort as communication from DB.

I also tend to be warmer now since the initiation, and when I call on the tummo fire, my body instantly gets hotter. I'm drinking litres of water a day! Which is good, replaces the fluids burned away. Tummo for me feels sort of like shakti kundalini in that it works on you even when you don't call it, don't expect it, and even don't want it! And it works best when you just surrender to it.

I still can't cook bacon on my stomach though.......

Sabrina