The Perfection of All that Is

[Erich]

Dear Mystress!

First I´d like to introduce myself:
My name is Erich (40). I live with my wife, Sabina (44), and my 3 sons in Austria ("good old" Europe). I sent 2 or 3 mails to you over the last 3 years (Kundalini lists). Perhaps you remember me?
Our story in short:  3 years ago, after 5 years of marriage, my wife and I joined a beautiful Neo-Tantra course. We had a very intense week, that led us to the ALL-IS-ONE and ALL-IS-LOVE-experience. In consequence we changed our lives completely. I sold my computer-company and became a "house-man" and teacher for our kids. The most important change was, that in all the things of the daily life, my wife makes the last decision. For me it is obvious, that my "best role I ever played" is to serve her with all my energy. I am her Knight and she is the Queen that uses her wise intuition to guide our family. For me it´s also clear: SHE is ME - it´s also my wisdom (to surrender to Goddess)!! We experiment and play with Total Power Exchange to merge, as close as possible, into a ONE-Being.

Soon after our kundalini-enlightening I found your website and your lists and over the next 2 years by "lurking" we slowly realized how near we are to your teachings. Then you started this wonderful Tantra-Course. The content of the first course is not really new for us, cause we are reading a lot, are joining New-Age-groups and do many Kundalini-Yoga-exercises.
But it´s very important for us to see, that you also combine Kundalini, SM and surrender to the Goddess within your teachings, because we first thought we are all alone with our discovery.

After studying your writings we would like to ask you a few questions:

1. technically:
Would it be possible to buy a CD-ROM with your Video-Teachings (because we have only a slow Modem-Connection and we would like to see your videos more often and easily)

2.spiritual:
The big change in our lives has also the consequence that we reduce our contact with the "outside-world". We realized, after a short time of "kundalini psychnosis" (we thought that we could help all of our friends and business-partner to switch to the path of the Goddess) that only a few people could understand, what we experience. So we are happy now to live in our own paradise and let the others live as they want.
But we have one problem: we can´t really see the perfection in all that is. In a certain way, of course all is perfectly arranged to give us the possibility to learn, here on earth and we know that everybody creates his own world by its thoughts. But what´s about the social diseases like materialism, reductionalism, egoism, loss of respect against women, loss of love. They produce severe consequences like the pollution of air and water, atomic weapons and industry, unsolvable war-situations (USA - Moslem world, Israel contra Palästina). Surely there are also some positive aspects, as you mentioned for example the foundation of UNO as a "result" of the Nazi-Regime.
We have found a way to stabilize our way of life by "ignoring" the problems of other people and the world (before our change I was Green-party politician) that do not come to us and ask us. The only help we can give to the world is a spiritual help: to have confidence in Goddess´ wisdom. She will handle it. We say it´s not our job to save the world - we are happy to live in our little island of love and everybody who wants to be with us, is invited to come and live with us like in an Ashram (with some extraordinary basic rules). Mainly it´s our big family that is often in contact with us. They are happy to see all the miracles of love that happens in our "Queendom".

But it´s not really clear, what to do if the problems of others knock at our own door, like for example the growing movement of Neo-Nazis and one brother of my wife is voting for them.

I don´t know, whether I can express my question very well in English - but perhaps if you answer I can precise what you didn´t understand. It´s meant very fundamentically.

Dear Mystress thank you for your attention, we love you

Light, Love and much Laughter from

Erich and his Mystress Sabina

P.S. I would like to attach a photo of us, is this possible?

[Mystress]

: : Dear Mystress!

: First I´d like to introduce myself:
: My name is Erich (40). I live with my wife, Sabina (44), and my 3 sons in Austria ("good old" Europe). I sent 2 or 3 mails to you over the last 3 years (Kundalini lists). Perhaps you remember me?

Yes, I think so... Welcome.

: Our story in short:  3 years ago, after 5 years of marriage, my wife and I joined a beautiful Neo-Tantra course. We had a very intense week, that led us to the ALL-IS-ONE and ALL-IS-LOVE-experience. In consequence we changed our lives completely. I sold my computer-company and became a "house-man" and teacher for our kids. The most important change was, that in all the things of the daily life, my wife makes the last decision. For me it is obvious, that my "best role I ever played" is to serve her with all my energy. I am her Knight and she is the Queen that uses her wise intuition to guide our family. For me it´s also clear: SHE is ME - it´s also my wisdom (to surrender to Goddess)!! We experiment and play with Total Power Exchange to merge, as close as possible, into a ONE-Being.

Beautiful.

: Soon after our kundalini-enlightening I found your website and your lists and over the next 2 years by "lurking" we slowly realized how near we are to your teachings. Then you started this wonderful Tantra-Course. The content of the first course is not really new for us, cause we are reading a lot, are joining New-Age-groups and do many Kundalini-Yoga-exercises.
: But it´s very important for us to see, that you also combine Kundalini, SM and surrender to the Goddess within your teachings, because we first thought we are all alone with our discovery.

I thought so too, when I discovered it... but truly it is ancient, but hidden in our culture.

: After studying your writings we would like to ask you a few questions:
:  
: 1. technically:
: Would it be possible to buy a CD-ROM with your Video-Teachings (because we have only a slow Modem-Connection and we would like to see your videos more often and easily)

At present, no. I do not even possess such a CD.  I own the content. My biz partner owns the vids,... and they are the ones with the high tech security that prevents you from saving a copy. You could ask Virtual space about it.

: 2.spiritual:
: The big change in our lives has also the consequence that we reduce our contact with the "outside-world". We realized, after a short time of "kundalini psychosis" (we thought that we could help all of our friends and business-partner to switch to the path of the Goddess) that only a few people could understand, what we experience. So we are happy now to live in our own paradise and let the others live as they want.
: But we have one problem: we can´t really see the perfection in all that is. In a certain way, of course all is perfectly arranged to give us the possibility to learn, here on earth and we know that everybody creates his own world by its thoughts.

Set aside the idea of learning. On a soul level you already know everything, you know the answers to these questions you ask me... and you deliberately forgot it, to have experiences.
Limitless manifestation values every kind of experience, Goddess does not judge.

:But what´s about the social diseases like materialism, reductionalism, egoism, loss of respect against women, loss of love. They produce severe consequences like the pollution of air and water, atomic weapons and industry, unsolvable war-situations (USA - Moslem world, Israel contra Palästina). Surely there are also some positive aspects, as you mentioned for example the foundation of UNO as a "result" of the Nazi-Regime.

Yes, it is all the same. The appearance of dark serves to make us more creative in looking for, and finding light. In non duality there is no creativity, nothing. It is the illusion of dark, that inspires us.

  I have resolved these things within myself, come to my own answers. You have to look for Goddess within these things yourself, and recieve your own answers.

 Every day, answers come. This morning in the bath Goddess was showing me the love within female genital mutilation. It is the Muslim way of solving the problems of teenage unwed mothers... a problem that is rampant in the US, and results in children having a much lower quality of life. I remember what my hormones were like, as a teenager... girls run wild and sometimes get into trouble.

I also was thinking of some south sea islands, where young women are expected to have affairs, and have one child before marriage which they give away. That way they have some experience and confidence in themselves and have proven their fertility before making a lifelong committment to a mate.
 One difference in these approaches is the difference in the attitude of women's sexuality... which oddly enough, is much more sacred in Moslem societies than in the south seas...  Women are the vessels of Allah, and are veiled just like the Shrine at Mecca is veiled.. like the veil before the Holy of Holies in the temple of Solomon. Secret=sacred.
  As Nica discovered, a woman possessed by the Goddess, cannot say no or defend her boundaries... the goal of some of the Muslim practices is to protect the vessels from being taken advantage of by unworthy men... and dedicate them wholly to their most sacred work of raising children. Work which in the west, sometimes is taking the form of latchkey kids and the TV as a babysitter.  

 So, what is better? Goddess does not judge. Value systems differ from person to person and culture to culture. Efforts to resolve social problems creating new and bigger social problems, and what represents a "problem" is defined by church and state.

  It is tempting to simply cocoon and let the world do as it wills.. and doing so is a pretty normal part of the transformation process... but it is a phase. To go be a hermit and do nothing, is hiding your light under a bucket.

 On the level of the All, life has no purpose, it simply Is... yet, on the physical where we live, the body knows it has a purpose, it has gifts to give the world... and it knows how to navigate it's path, and what is worth fighting for.  

: We have found a way to stabilize our way of life by "ignoring" the problems of other people and the world (before our change I was Green-party politician) that do not come to us and ask us. The only help we can give to the world is a spiritual help: to have confidence in Goddess´ wisdom. She will handle it.

That is an excellent and laudable spiritual attitude, and it is true that faith can do anything.
 Yet, there comes a time when you realize your Self, "Thou Art Goddess" and some things She handles through you.

  You have to coccoon and get clear and stabilize... and learn to see Goddess in yourself and in everything... and when you do, everything kind of shifts again... and suddenly perfection may be found, in the joy of the game. Perfection in being a politician, in playing full out... while never forgetting the illusion.  

  You have not yet realized the game, you are still worried about the condition of the Earth and how people treat each other. The Earth does not even exist on the higher levels, nothing does. On the scale of the infinite fractal universe it is insignificant... yet, we did not incarnate to crawl back into the womb.

 Earth is home and it is us. Loving the Earth is loving ourselves and creation. Loving ourselves is loving the fear ful people who make nuclear waste... seeing Goddess making choices to have experiences... and in turn, giving you the sacred opportunity to choose to react from love or fear... which is all the judgment you will make of yourself, after you die when you are deciding whether to take another shot at the game.  

:We say it´s not our job to save the world - we are happy to live in our little island of love and everybody who wants to be with us, is invited to come and live with us like in an Ashram (with some extraordinary basic rules). Mainly it´s our big family that is often in contact with us. They are happy to see all the miracles of love that happens in our "Queendom".

This is wonderful, I have created something similar for myself, yet I know it is a phase.

 The first part is to look inward and look inward always inward, seeing the world as a reflection of your ego judgments coming up to be surrendered. To not try to change the world outside of yourself... the process is cleansing. To make a shift, diminish the ego so the instincts and the Divine can be heard.
 Clear the ego so that the body can regain its voice. In the higher vibe bubble of love cocoon, the body can clear itself and heal, rebuild... grow into a butterfly... to re-emerge transformed.

 What are you rebuilding for? What will you do with enlightenment, when you gain it? That question must be set aside to attain the goal... because wanting makes wanting. But after the lens is cleared, some of those desires will show up again with divine inspiration behind them. Goddess gives them back, better.

You are a gift to the world. Service to other remains... but it is service to yourself, because you are all.  

 The beginning of the path is all passive surrender. Goddess take this, clearing the body re-actions of cultural programming and old emotional baggage. Clearing the lens of perception. What do the Nazis and the pollution and repression of women reflect, in you? You are the one who judges them.

 Later, when that has been cleared it is easier and safer to listen to the voice of "active surrender". Surrendering to following through on the impulses of instinct, which are impulses of love, not fear. Gandhi was motivated by love.  

  Surrender fear, Goddess gives back wisdom and love... and sometimes an impulse to action.  

: But it´s not really clear, what to do if the problems of others knock at our own door, like for example the growing movement of Neo-Nazis and one brother of my wife is voting for them.

Look for Goddess Will within them, then you will know what to do. It may be that you surrendered politics and Goddess has given it back, better... in the form of Nazis inviting you to come out to play...  I know that I will end up going into politics when I am older.

: I don´t know, whether I can express my question very well in English - but perhaps if you answer I can precise what you didn´t understand. It´s meant very fundamentically.

Your English is fine... Except Mistress is spelled Mistress unless it is me...

: Dear Mystress thank you for your attention, we love you

: Light, Love and much Laughter from

: Erich and his Mistress Sabina

:
: P.S. I would like to attach a photo of us, is this possible?

If the photo is on the web, you can put the URL at the bottom of a message where it says "Optional image url". If it is not on the web, you can put it up in the shared files of the fire serpent tantra list at Yahoogroups and link to it.
Blessings~!