Chat room today

[Mystress]

 Heya:

   I will be in the chatroom on and off all day today, if anyone wants to visit... Rebeckah, Xerxenca in particular are invited, but any student is welcome!

I m working at my computer so I will leave the chat room window open and check it often.
   Blessings!

[Xerxenca]

Hi there  -

I'm so sorry I didn't see this message. My hard drive has crashed so I'm using my roommate's computer. I'll check in later today?

with gratitude,
X

[Rebeckah]

Sorry didn't check in till today. I spent a few days this week in bed, just being a dork. I just stare at the wall and think nothing. It's nice, but,.... My mom called today as she usually does on Sundays at 4 and I was so surprised, and still in bed, hadn't eaten, and didn't even know what day it was or why she was calling. I said *Mom, I think you better come help me now.* So she's comming this weekend to feed me and do laundry. Boy is she relieved. Boy, is she gonna freak to see me like this.

This has shredded my pride for sure, but oh well. I know illness is illusion. On one hand, I'm eternal spirit and all that, and I'm no longer afraid to die if I do, but since I'm still here and Goddess wants me to live, as I do too, and I am healing, then we need to get back up to speed and I don't seem to be able to do it alone right now anymore. Not that it would matter if I surrendered and stayed in bed, but I think I'd die within a few weeks at this point. The physical body is giving in, and that's amazing me cuz my emotions and mental and spiritual levels are all lined up now and going forwards. And I know Goddess doesn't want me to quit yet.

I'm not really suffering cuz I understand it's cleansing and I'm spirit, a rambling spirit, but sometimes, it's confusing in here. But, within all this goofy drama illusion I'm still learning so much... VBG which is just like me. Thank you all for the good energy. I'm getting better and coughing up lots of mold. ICK! STAND BACK! IT smells like Grandmas house gone awry.
I'll keep ya posted.
Lovejoy
Rebeckah

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:   Heya:

:     I will be in the chatroom on and off all day today, if anyone wants to visit... Rebeckah, Xerxenca in particular are invited, but any student is welcome!

:  I m working at my computer so I will leave the chat room window open and check it often.
:     Blessings!

[Mystress]

 Take care of yourself, as best you can Rebeckah.. you know we are all pulling for you!
Blessings...

: Sorry didn't check in till today. I spent a few days this week in bed, just being a dork. I just stare at the wall and think nothing. It's nice, but,.... My mom called today as she usually does on Sundays at 4 and I was so surprised, and still in bed, hadn't eaten, and didn't even know what day it was or why she was calling. I said *Mom, I think you better come help me now.* So she's comming this weekend to feed me and do laundry. Boy is she relieved. Boy, is she gonna freak to see me like this.

: This has shredded my pride for sure, but oh well. I know illness is illusion. On one hand, I'm eternal spirit and all that, and I'm no longer afraid to die if I do, but since I'm still here and Goddess wants me to live, as I do too, and I am healing, then we need to get back up to speed and I don't seem to be able to do it alone right now anymore. Not that it would matter if I surrendered and stayed in bed, but I think I'd die within a few weeks at this point. The physical body is giving in, and that's amazing me cuz my emotions and mental and spiritual levels are all lined up now and going forwards. And I know Goddess doesn't want me to quit yet.

: I'm not really suffering cuz I understand it's cleansing and I'm spirit, a rambling spirit, but sometimes, it's confusing in here. But, within all this goofy drama illusion I'm still learning so much... VBG which is just like me. Thank you all for the good energy. I'm getting better and coughing up lots of mold. ICK! STAND BACK! IT smells like Grandmas house gone awry.
: I'll keep ya posted.
: Lovejoy
: Rebeckah

: :
: :   Heya:

: :     I will be in the chatroom on and off all day today, if anyone wants to visit... Rebeckah, Xerxenca in particular are invited, but any student is welcome!

: :  I m working at my computer so I will leave the chat room window open and check it often.
: :     Blessings!