Golden place

[Sinisa]

Hi Mystress,

I surrender as you suggested to male in my visions. I become a woman, I feel like woman, and DB penetrate throw me, to my crown. Jeez, I was horny woman. And suddenly, there was nobody, just Me as reallity. I saw my mnyself inside. It was of golden light, not place, not time. When I came to "reality" it looks like a lucid dream and every being was mem the possibility of Me.
Once you wrote:"...Now I am in a higher vibration dimension I call "Avalon", I recognise it by the golden light I see gently coloring everything and the Peace and joy is in my heart. Not done yet, home is one vbration/dimension higher than this. ..."
What is Avalon actually, what chakra? Am I went there? Can be Avalon default state of mind, not temporaly?
After that, there are many cleanings in my system: emotional, mental and physical and they are painfull sometimes with tears and crying.

Thanks,
Sinisa

[Mystress]

: Hi Mystress,

: I surrender as you suggested to male in my visions. I become a woman, I feel like woman, and DB penetrate throw me, to my crown. Jeez, I was horny woman. And suddenly, there was nobody, just Me as reallity. I saw my mnyself inside. It was of golden light, not place, not time. When I came to "reality" it looks like a lucid dream and every being was mem the possibility of Me.

That is very beautiful, Sinisa. You surrendered to your Divine Beloved, and he carried you to full awakening, and self-realization. That is perfect. Well done!

  When you unified with him, you became the Self, and then you came down to see the truth: you are that, and you are All. That is the meaning of "Namaste". The divine in you sees the divine in the other, and recognises that they are One.

Something amazing happens when the Lingham of the Divine Beloved penetrates the heart. When you were an egg, a sperm pentrated you, and the egg turned inside out and began to divide to make a body. When the lingham penetrates your heart, it turns inside out too. The heart has the whole universe inside of it. That inside universe goes outside and the illusion of separation between inside and outside is torn away.

: Once you wrote:"...Now I am in a higher vibration dimension I call "Avalon", I recognise it by the golden light I see gently coloring everything and the Peace and joy is in my heart. Not done yet, home is one vbration/dimension higher than this. ..."

: What is Avalon actually, what chakra? Am I went there? Can be Avalon default state of mind, not temporaly?

I find I am not really able to correlate the state of mind I call "Avalon" with any partucular chakra: it is more like they are all humming perfectly to carry me to a higher vibration of being. It is an ascended state.

 Yes, it can be a place to live instead of a transient condition. That is why I describe it as a place. First you may just visit, but gradually you learn to live there.. and sometime after that, when that healing place has done its work,  you discover that there are even higher vibrations to ascend to that one.  Where the Reality and the mirror fuse together into a passionate life full of magic.  

 When your body gets cleared of karma, it becomes more light. It ascends to higher vibrations of being, and as it does, your universe changes, as radically as you have experienced. Not just the inside, but the outside too, because one is the reflection of the other. The old rules of reality about what is possible are swayed. Your high vibe being warps probabilities around you like a bow wave on a ship... navigation system: your happiness and bliss. Life moves differently, with greater flow and ease.  

: After that, there are many cleanings in my system: emotional, mental and physical and they are painfull sometimes with tears and crying.

Yes, there has to be. You cannot bring any baggage into Avalon, either you eject it, or it ejects you. You must be stipped like Inanna at the gate.

 You cannot bring duality into nonduality.
 To stay there, you have to surrender whatever comes up, and not attach to anything. All will be "As Goddess Wills", or as your DB chooses... and he will always show up when you have some separation. He is clearing your energy body so that it can stay there, and go even higher.

  Avalon is a place of peace and healing, a interim place to get your baggage stripped and rest awhile... let your body catch up. It needs to clear itself, and this energy will do it, and boot you if you resist.

 It is a very beautiful place of golden light, coloring everything gently like a Hawaiian sunset. A place for wounded warriors and travellers to rest up and enjoy peace.

"Home" is one vibe up from that. Where the light goes back to normal, (except for everything being made of tiny colored specks), but everything else looks a bit warped... and you spend a lot of time laughing, and sometimes vanish unexpectedly... because you are nothing, and when you are nothing, it is effortless to be everything, too. From the gold light, to the white light, to the clear light of pure consciousness manifesting reality ...
Blessings...

: Thanks,
: Sinisa