Enrolled in new FST

[Gopi]

Enrolled into new FST 2020 course because I felt moved to do so.

Current lesson from guide for myself: Explore what is uncomfortable!
I am being led to face situations that I want to run away from but cannot.
I am willingly and daringly pushing myself to go after things that I want to do.
I am taking risks at work that are exciting and scary because I am exploring completely uncharted territory.
Sometimes I feel like Goddess is luring/chasing me into a spotlight that I want to run away from and hide myself.
I have a tendency to hide behind other peoples words sometimes.
Goddess is making me speak my truth and won't let me quit.
I don't always like everything about the process but I guess that's what it means to explore what is uncomfortable.

Insecurities, limited beliefs, and frustrations are bubbling up to surface - which is how I felt during my 'first round' of FST.
The big difference between 'now' and 'then' is that I am grounded better now.
Practicing to listen to heart voice.
Doing Hatha yoga practice has become indispensable for me personally.
If I don't do my yoga, I immediately feel the difference in my body - stiffness, poor sleep, lack of hunger, losing interest in doing things that I want to do, craving junk food, hazy mind unable to focus, and generally unable to enjoy life.
If I do my yoga practice and stay grounded, then things flow smoother.

I want to give up smoking and take better care of my body.
Goddess please help and guide me.

Namaste!
Gopi

[Priestesssss]

Thank you, Gopi. I understand more clearly now where I am, as well.