A hello and a few questions

[Tuomas]

Hello everyone here! My name is Tuomas and I started FST I think around two months ago.  It actually feels a lot longer ago, because this energy has flipped upsidedown so many of my opinions and ways of seeing things on the way. It has also taken a lot of my paranoia away and brough pleasure into my life. I really thought in the beginnig that this is too good to be true and that this whole thing must have some awful twist to it. I've now got used to the idea that life can actually be pleasurable and that it's not a fight. I've fought the last 8 years of my life against my negative sides, but now have found this surrendering thing to be much more useful even though I fighting is still really important sometimes.

I have huge problem with my grounding. I really live in my upper chakras and have serious trouble being in my lower ones. I was born through a ceaserian section and herd that you Mystress know something about this and how its realted to the first chakra. My brother also mentioned of hearing that people born through the ceaserian section have a different development cycle than others and that there has been studies on it. I can't find any info though. With this ungroundedness comes a strong feelining of not belonging anywhere or in any group. I really need help on this one cause I have been doing quite a similar grounding techinuque that you have for many years now and everyday I still stuggle with. It always takes for ever to do. My mind just wonders. 

I would really like this energy to start to clean out and activate my lower chakras because I'm getting sick of feeling like balloon all the time even though I'm a bit afraid that I'll have to meet someone really inmature and loose my face down there cause I feel kind of mature up here

Tuomas

[Mari]

Woohou!! Wellcome

[DaveP]

Welcome Tuomas to this truly magical journey!

Namaste

[Mystress]

I was born through a ceaserian section and herd that you Mystress know something about this and how its realted to the first chakra. My brother also mentioned of hearing that people born through the ceaserian section have a different development cycle than others and that there has been studies on it. I can't find any info though. With this ungroundedness comes a strong feelining of not belonging anywhere or in any group.

  Yes that is really classic. I first learned of it, almost a side comment from someone on the web, about the sacrum chakras not activating in the case of a breech birth or caesarian;  resulting in not feeling your place on the earth and in the tribe. They are activated when the child first stretches out its legs to push its head into the birth canal.  Sometimes they are activated after birth by tribal initiation rituals such as Christian baptism but not always.
   It did not explain what to do about it!

   They are part of the secondary chakras network. Your sacrum is the triangular bone at the back of your hips between where your spine ends and your tailbone starts. The chakras are at the sweet spot on either side, some people get a little dimple there.
  hmm, very convenient to take a snap of my sl avatar in a low backed gown and photoshop the chakras in,  to give you a diagram.

  With a birth that is more traumatic sometimes the soul is scarcely anchored into the body properly at all.  Find some of Edwards posts in past threads, he dealt with similar stuff.

  Get into a deep trance, curled up in a feotal position on the floor and try to relive or imagine your own birth.  Straighten your legs very very slowly imagining pushing your head out, likely your DB will take over from there. Don't be surprised if you cannot get up off the floor for a few minutes after. Just relax and let it flow.

    Blessings..
 

   

[Tuomas]

I've tried this pushing from the featel position now a few times, but I have'nt managed to get into a very deep state while doing it. 

I also did not mention that I was coming out of my mother until they realized that my  umbilical cord had gone over my head. I guess this means I have pushed, because they were able to see my head!?? It all ended up to be quite dramatic, because the anesthetic doctor was no where to be found and there was a risk that I would run out of oxygen.

Should I still keep up with the same practise or should I try something else. I really need some flaming root energy going into me!! I'm so sick of this state that I am in most of the time.
 

[Mystress]

Nope, let it go. You have communicated your intentions, let Goddess handle the rest.