Strangest dream ever!

[Jeremy]

This afternoon I wrote an account of the dream I had last night.  It was so different I thought I would post it in case someone can see meaning in any of it.  Here goes..

I had the most profound dream last night.  Like no other dream I have ever had.  It was so out of any experience I am familiar with I cannot even explain most of it.  I should not have waited so long before writing it down but here goes.  I can only write two snippets as that%rsquos all I can put in words.  I was lucid during the dreams but they were not dream like at all.  Very real in fact.

First I was sitting with someone outside and remember the usual magnetic sensation that I feel between my hands in a waking state (Qi) being 1000%rsquos of times stronger, so much that I could not bring my hands together because of the force between them (I have had this in a few dreams previously but there was a difference in everything in this dream).  I also remember at one point while looking between my hands at the force being generated (looked like when heat bounces off the road from the sun) something (some kind of being) was materializing and I was giving it energy.  It was like I was making an opening between my hands and looking at another dimension.  That%rsquos me just trying to explain it though.  I myself seemed to be almost phasing between realities, there was also a buzzing kind of sensation and some kind of sound.  

Second I remember not being in my body, actually there was a point at which I felt like I was phasing.  I could feel a vibrating humming or buzzing like all the molecules in my body were moving independently but the sensation was larger than my physical body.  For a second my mind came into it and I thought %lsquoI could probably astral project now%rsquo and which point I felt a floating sensation and could see my body in front of me (but it was like looking through another type of vision not at my normal solid self.  I thought I could now go anywhere I wanted and although I could not see it I felt my hands move to perform a hand seal but nothing happened.  It was as though I was not there to waste time with nonsense and had something else to do.

Lastly I remember no body (as in my physical body) left at all.  I was everything and everything seemed to be a never-ending carpet of some kind of geometric type pattern.  The buzzy feeling was there but expanded over all of everything rather than just my normal self.  There was also a sound that was part of everything that%rsquos was in sync with the flowing motion of everything.  I could actually %lsquofeel%rsquo different.  Like I was something else.  So very strange as my normal senses were not normal.  Hard to explain!  During this a voice or better put awareness communicated to me that %lsquoI have reached the next level%rsquo of what exactly I am not sure and I know it sounds so corny but that%rsquos what happened!  Just before I opened my eyes to find out I was in fact asleep, I realized that I had for that period let go of fear.  The fear of losing my %lsquoself%rsquo or identity and had completely surrendered my body and soul willingly to whatever was happening.  

On re-reading what I just wrote it looks like an account from some experience on an ethnogeny and not a dream.  I had and have not taken anything for a long while now.   Perhaps it was just a dream but who knows!! If anyone has any insights I would gladly welcome them!