The Mirror of All That Is

[Paris]

>I've been struggling for the last two weeks.  I guess that's to be expected in a course like this.  I'm now working on the lesson "The Mirror of all That Is."  You have a huge gift.  I read the essay lesson, and I understood each word.  I could follow along easily.  I could feel the truth of what you were saying.  I read the guest essay and I was lost and confused within half a paragraph.  You have a terrific gift.  Thank you for sharing.

Anyway, back to surrender.  I surrendered everything that was
important to me.  I surrendered the pain in my knees.  I found out I have arthritis, and all the lifting and carrying at work was not good.  I surrendered my job, because it was important to me and I was getting attached to it.  (It was also getting more and more difficult.)

Well, now I'm unemployed, but my knees feel great!  Sometimes I get worried and scared.  Guess I'll have to surrender those feeling next.