Constant change of experience

[Gustaf]

I haven't posted much at all here since after Christmas. Every week it seems something new happens. A new experience, different insight. I've always had a tendency to enjoy sharing things that happen.

But every time I decide to write about something, everything changes. This has been occurring since I with my full heart repeated within myself to Goddess that I am fully ready for change, ready to give up everything I ever believed was real and true.

Every day and night give such a different and new kind of experience that I have almost forgotten to surrender.. The surrender just happens anyway. Not always, but quite frequently. Grounding happens on its own too.  Am I grounded? I ask. Feet start tingling, top of the head starts tingling, and awareness centers. Sometimes I found myself struggling with the grounding cord only to realize that it was already there and connected. My mind has started to create an almost constant awareness of here and now, and it's making things quite a bit more simple.

Most experiences aren't as crazy and intense as they used to be. They are often vivid, but more smooth. Like they involve less screaming in the middle of the night lol.

Anyways, just felt like sharing. Completely happy with having no idea what happens tomorrow.

Love
Gustaf