K-related illnessess

[Sabrina]

Hello all,

More questions!!! The first one is about grounding. If you only ground for say, one minute, between taking calls at work, or standing in line at lunch, does this count as one grounding? Ok, second question. Is it possible to NOT get sick when clearing karma? Cause I swear to God, every time I do major healing or release major karma, I get really, really ill. Like I spent all week releasing memories of being hit in the head a lot as a child, and did a lot of crying. And now I have this major sinus cold and a perpetual headache that won't leave. And it's like my unconscoius body-mind is continuing to cry without my emotions invovled, cause my eyes won't stop streaming. And whenever I remember other major karmic breakthroughs, or major times of healing, I always came down with a horrid immuno-flareup, like strep throat or bacterial infections. I'm just wondering if this is normal or if I'm not grounding enough. It kind of reminds me of what Mystress said about shamanic illnesses, except I'm not a shaman. I've spent the majority of this weekend in bed sleeping and popping aspirins when awake. Oh well, I guess maybe I needed the rest. So is this type of thing fairly normal? Or is it just perpetually flu season in Newfoundland?

Sabrina

[Mystress]

  I dunno, Sabrina. I've been dealing with similar symptoms this week. Eyes watering so much they became chapped, eye boogers and sinuses alternating between streaming and being so dry they hurt. I thought it was an allergy reaction to turning the furnace on, for winter. All the dust in the ducts getting blown into the air.

I used to get sick from karma release too... awful flu for weeks, every winter. Old karma stress coming up and out. It can be hard on the body, and gets worse if there is resistance. Be sure to take vitamins and lots of water when releasing, to support your immune system so it will not need an illness to blow the stuff out. The more you can surrender the less the illness will be.

 If anyone else has insights, feel free to share them!

Blessings...

: Hello all,

: More questions!!! The first one is about grounding. If you only ground for say, one minute, between taking calls at work, or standing in line at lunch, does this count as one grounding? Ok, second question. Is it possible to NOT get sick when clearing karma? Cause I swear to God, every time I do major healing or release major karma, I get really, really ill. Like I spent all week releasing memories of being hit in the head a lot as a child, and did a lot of crying. And now I have this major sinus cold and a perpetual headache that won't leave. And it's like my unconscoius body-mind is continuing to cry without my emotions invovled, cause my eyes won't stop streaming. And whenever I remember other major karmic breakthroughs, or major times of healing, I always came down with a horrid immuno-flareup, like strep throat or bacterial infections. I'm just wondering if this is normal or if I'm not grounding enough. It kind of reminds me of what Mystress said about shamanic illnesses, except I'm not a shaman. I've spent the majority of this weekend in bed sleeping and popping aspirins when awake. Oh well, I guess maybe I needed the rest. So is this type of thing fairly normal? Or is it just perpetually flu season in Newfoundland?

: Sabrina

[Sabrina]

Hello Mystress and all,

:   I dunno, Sabrina. I've been dealing with similar symptoms this week.

And I was hoping someone would have answers and would tell me what to do to stop feeling like I've been drawn and quartered! Oh well. I have some theories, for my illnesses anyway.

First of all, every time I have a major heart chakra awakening, within weeks it is followed by a major flare-up of my immune system. When one has arthritis, the immune system reacts and attacks anything foreign introduced to the body. I'm assuming that since healing energy is foreign energy, the immune system thinks it's an invader and attacks the light. So I have to surrender my screwed-up immune system to the Light for fixing. But I feel like my immune system has entities, because I feel major resistance when I ask Goddess to take them into the light. And it's majorly unpleasant, cause a minor pain will become a very large pain when I try to release it. It's almost as if the entity wants me to focus on it so it can stay. So I dope myself up and release as much as possible.

Last night when I was in bed grounding, I felt a major pressure in the vertabrae at the base of my neck. It was almost like someome had taken over it, or was pressing on it. Then I felt this Whoosh! on the side of my crown. And in my head I heard a noise like when you turn the gas on in a barbecue and throw the match in. You know, pressure exploding into light. And although my eyes were closed I saw a black shape fly across my headspace. So I think my problem is that entities are attacking back and I'm in so much pain I devote too much attention moaning and feeding them with suffering.

I may be moving too fast with the lessons, but I've moved into awakening the heart voice and clearing entities. Because intuition tells my my arhtritis originated from not feeling loved and not being able to express myself. So I should definately focus on clearing the heart and throat chakras.

: Be sure to take vitamins and lots of water when releasing, to support your immune system so it will not need an illness to blow the stuff out. The more you can surrender the less the illness will be.

Funny you should mention water. I'm drinking so much I should be floating pretty soon. And I must go to the drugstore tomorrow and stock up on more vitamins.

:   If anyone else has insights, feel free to share them!

I assume you meant besides me? LOL. I'm sorry for the long post, but hey, tons of kundalites suffer auto-immune disorders and I figure it's a relevant topic for a lot of us. Since the heart chakra controls the immune system, when one doesn't feel loved, perhaps the immune system overreacts to compensate. I dunno, just speculating. Goodnight!

Sabrina

[Lady C]

Hi everyone.  

Mystress you sound miserable - I hope it abates soon - have you thought about getting a
chiropractic adjustment?  My guy used to adjust my son when he started with allergy
symptoms.  They usually cleared up in a day or two.  But also, I wonder if you%rsquore
processing karma that might%rsquove come up while you were on vacation?  Like the
paperwork that builds up at the office, karma builds up in your%rsquos?

...snippage...:
. But I feel like my immune system has entities, because I feel major resistance when
I ask Goddess to take them into the light. And it's majorly unpleasant, cause a
minor pain will become a very large pain when I try to release it. It's almost as if the
entity wants me to focus on it so it can stay. So I dope myself up and release as
much as possible.

Sabrina - about the entities.  After I read that lesson and started clearing, it was like
opening a can of worms.  I saw black stuff from the corners of my eyes and in reflections,
tons of critters everywhere.  It was a little ungrounding but I got to where I could enjoy
them and ended up visualizing a path for them quite instantly whenever I felt the need to
show the way.  However, there was one thing I couldn%rsquot get rid of - it was a starfish
shaped critter on my forehead - constant pressure, and more when I thought about it and
tried to release.  It took help from Mystress to finally clear it out for good.

So, if it seems entities are %lsquoattacking back%rsquo, just engage them with a smile and love as you
talk to them, asking them the questions.  The resistance will go away and they will go into
the light as you intend.

Thanks for this thread - I have a problem hip lately and maybe looking at it differently will help me resolve what it represents emotionally as well as physically.

Peace,
Carla

[biglove]

Hey i know im late on this follow up but i did want to share with you sabrina.  i just started with the k and hearing your story has really helped me.  ive been going through some major karma release:  lots of old memories releasing and its exhausted me. last night i slept for more than 12 hours but today im back really more centered than before.

i think the same happens for fellow kundalites???
anyway, i just to FST so nice to meet you Sabrina im kai and i love that you share with us all.

biglove, kai

:   I dunno, Sabrina. I've been dealing with similar symptoms this week. Eyes watering so much they became chapped, eye boogers and sinuses alternating between streaming and being so dry they hurt. I thought it was an allergy reaction to turning the furnace on, for winter. All the dust in the ducts getting blown into the air.

: I used to get sick from karma release too... awful flu for weeks, every winter. Old karma stress coming up and out. It can be hard on the body, and gets worse if there is resistance. Be sure to take vitamins and lots of water when releasing, to support your immune system so it will not need an illness to blow the stuff out. The more you can surrender the less the illness will be.

:   If anyone else has insights, feel free to share them!

: Blessings...  

: : Hello all,

: : More questions!!! The first one is about grounding. If you only ground for say, one minute, between taking calls at work, or standing in line at lunch, does this count as one grounding? Ok, second question. Is it possible to NOT get sick when clearing karma? Cause I swear to God, every time I do major healing or release major karma, I get really, really ill. Like I spent all week releasing memories of being hit in the head a lot as a child, and did a lot of crying. And now I have this major sinus cold and a perpetual headache that won't leave. And it's like my unconscoius body-mind is continuing to cry without my emotions invovled, cause my eyes won't stop streaming. And whenever I remember other major karmic breakthroughs, or major times of healing, I always came down with a horrid immuno-flareup, like strep throat or bacterial infections. I'm just wondering if this is normal or if I'm not grounding enough. It kind of reminds me of what Mystress said about shamanic illnesses, except I'm not a shaman. I've spent the majority of this weekend in bed sleeping and popping aspirins when awake. Oh well, I guess maybe I needed the rest. So is this type of thing fairly normal? Or is it just perpetually flu season in Newfoundland?

: : Sabrina