Changes

[Sean]

Hello Mystress,

So much has changed since I saw you in the chatroom. I am in awe of what I am going through. I had so many mixed feelings when you mentioned OBE. I could not understand why I felt like I did, why I wanted to not do it. I am so grateful that you stuck with me and kept me going, even though I was going to give up. A true friend. How do you thank someone who's given you back you soul? Words seem so hollow.

You know I never put it together. Even though all the signs were there. I never knew that this could happen. I get so happy now when I look down at me and see my soul back in place. I bonded with Goddess to, just like you said. And I have been on a non-stop education/healing/cleaning. I've seen so many horrible and beautiful things. The horrable things is my life being shown to me, everything that made me the way I am today. I see and understand everything. Its pretty hard, its a terror, so many sick and twisted things in the very center of my being. But its all comming out. The beautiful things are the way Goddess is there to help me clean it all out and explain everything, and come in to replace all that.

The most important thing was being shown that I was looking for Her my entire life. And I never knew it. I never understood why I did the things I did until I was shown this. It all makes sense now. I was so happy. I'm so gratefull that your here Mystress to show me and help me find Her.

This is still ongoing, I could fill a book with the things that go on through the days now. I keep rubbing myself every once in a while to make sure I dont go off like I did before. I'm so used to it that I do it every once in a while. Rubbing gets me back again. Everything is so much better now. It feels so good to have that inside again.

Thank you so much Mystress, Everything you said helped, I've changed so much... Thanks, Just wanted to say that..

Sean