Request to be a donor.

[Mystress]

    I did not ask the FST vamps about this but it feels right and they are always hungry. Good for practice.

    If you are feeling blocked or muddy and want to offer your karma to a vamp for snacking, put the request here. You do not have to share any info about what or why, the vamp vortex guides have you sussed!

  Also would like to keep the posts short so new requests are not lost in a long thread.

Nov 21, 2020. Additional.

  I am pleased with how this is working out. I had not really considered what a delight it would be for the vamps to get to feed on someone who invites them to. Their work is usually covert due to their closets, or mass and impersonal. I knew it would be a good mutual experience but had not considered how rare and fresh it is for them. The mythology eh? Vampires love invitations.

  I already knew it is a positive experience having been snacked on so many times in the course of the R&D, before sharing about my work here in Tearoom. Training healers by having them work on me is the best way to see what they are doing. The vortex guides are amazing.

  The very first time I tried it, with a sang in secondlife, is when I learned they are quantum. It was soon after I realized the ascension guide for the vampires I had been seeking for years, was the vortex itself. I was exploring the sentience of the vortex and I asked him to ask it to snack on me. I could speak to it directly but I wanted his consent, respect.

  I felt its presence in me but it had not left him... in two places at once.

  Cleaning effect and then... well it is difficult to report a conversation that happened in milliseconds, with the barest flicker of thought. I felt a query (?) regarding the stuff in me that was not mine. Guru gig debris.

   and was astonished to see the one become many flying off in every direction as it went to take it from the source, those who were shipping it to me.  I was awed to realize that it is quantum, and massively intelligent. At first startled wondering about consent and realized the vortex understood on a higher level that the people who were projecting the stuff were asking for help, so it went and helped them.
  I understood, what I saw of the splitting and travelling, was my guide's translation of a quantum event for a linear meat brain. If it can be many places at once then it is quantum, and if it is quantum then it is already potentially everywhere so there is no travelling or splitting required. Cool, eh?

[John Black]

yes

[Priestesssss]

karma offered

[begeegs]

I am offering up karma as well :-)

Snack away peeps! 

[Priestesssss]

Thanks vamps...it's helping.  Munch away.

[Lelle]

Moi, s'il vous plait (if you please!) 

[WhimsicalZephyr]

I was talking to Mystress recently and she asked me to put myself up here as a donor and a vamp. I did some vamping here a couple of weeks ago and could use some vamping myself now as I am feeling pretty muddy and unclear. Thanks in advance.

WZ

[Huldir]

Snack away

[Nilay]

Doesn't just taking on negative karma harm energy vampires? Or how do they tolerate it? I guess when we offer karma we offer both positive and negative karma, right?

[Mystress]

  Not if they get it right!

 

[Sava]

Grief.

[Gopi]

Doesn't just taking on negative karma harm energy vampires? Or how do they tolerate it? I guess when we offer karma we offer both positive and negative karma, right?

As Mystress has stated - there are ways to do it in a manner that is beneficial for everyone involved.
I would like to share my thoughts to your question.
I am FST lineage and have been personally trained by Mystress for more than a decade now!
Also, Mystress and I have been working on a book about 'Alchemy of empathy'.
So I am writing this out here as a way to reflect on my own experiences about transmuting karma and unwanted emotional energy.
Apologies if this feels a bit like a ramble.

Some people have the capacity to generate more life energy than they can possibly use for themselves and therefore have an imperative to give.
Some people have the capacity/need to consume and process more life energy than others and therefore have an imperative to take.
In vamp slang:
When the energy exchange is consensual, it is usually referred to as a donor-vampire relationship.
When the energy exchange is not consensual, it is usually referred to as a predator-victim relationship.

Donors shine brilliantly when their life energy is regularly dissipated in a healthy manner so they can release excess stale energy, regenerate, and replenish.
Give away excess and stale to make space for new sparkly life energy.
People who donate blood (in appropriate manner) tend to have better overall health and immunity because their body makes new blood cells after donating.
When donor's life energy is drained too much too fast, there is fatigue, risk of harm and even death.
When donor's life energy is drained too little, there is anxiety of excess stale energy, chaotic emotional noise, and restless boredom that often leads to escaping from living life by numbing.
When donor's life energy is drained in a balanced manner, then they can feel relieved of stress, unwanted emotional noise, relaxed, and rejuvenated.

Vampires shine brilliantly when they feed in a healthy manner regularly.
Take what others are happy to give away and transmute it - global garbage recycling - lol
When vamps feed too much or inappropriately, their digestive system will usually take bad hits.
When vamps feed too little, they can become miserable, disassociated, and mean.
When vampires feed in a balanced manner, their vamp senses become extra-ordinarily sharp, their energy body can do astonishing things, and their natural gifts blossom.

Vamps who do not know how to feed properly usually resort to playing manipulative power games to trigger emotional reaction from others.
Stealing other peoples stuff without consent (many times in the guise of hero-savior taking responsibility for other peoples lives) will hit the vamp bad.
Mystress uses the metaphor of 'fish hooks ripping your energy body' - that's what stolen energy does to a vamp.
If the owner did not consent, they will yank the energy cord every time they feel fear and the vamp's energy body will take hits - usually manifest as digestive issues and emotional distress.

To answer your question: vamps health is not affected by content of karma (negative or positive is judgment held by each individual). Energy is energy. Vamp's health depends on nature of feeding.
If a person consents and gives a vamp their grief, it is yummy nutritious energy for the vamp's vortex.
If a person do not consent and a vamp steals their positive energy, the vamp will have digestive issues and feel miserable when ever the owner reacts with fear.

As Mystress says, karma is emotional content held in your body.
Your shadow and DB decides what, when, and how to release your karma.
As a built in mercy and safety mechanism, you usually won't be able to release all your karma at once.
Because if you were able to do that, your entire ego would disintegrate (which would be cruelly intense for most) and a healthy notion of self is required for living everyday life.
On the other hand, when people cling to past and refuse to let go, it will create unwanted negative effects on your overall health and well-being.
At a fundamental level, every human has to have healthy elimination of what is not required anymore and healthy intake of what nourishes them.
When there is a disruption in elimination or intake, it will create problems in the individual and stunt their growth - this applies to both vamps and donors.

As Mystress hinted above, vamps can do mass-impersonal karma cleaning and individual-personal karma cleaning.
Every individual has different dietary needs.
Some vamps NEED to have a small percentage of individual-personal karma cleaning as a part of their everyday energy diet to stay sane and happy.
If I enter your home without permission and take your broken chair, that is theft.
If you leave your broken chair on the curb outside your home, I can take it and reuse it as I see fit.
If there is a death in a family, then the household grieves and puts out that energy.
A vamp can tune in to the grief energy of that home and do a general clean up without having to know details about anyone.

How much can a vamp eat?
LOL... A vamp's hunger is primal and not bound by reason.
A vamp's capacity to take and transmute is determined by the vamp's spiritual evolution.
Holding judgment against self or others will restrict vamp capacity and ability.
When we become judgmental, we fall out of surrender and disrupt the flow of energy.
Learning to trust the vamp vortex and cultivating the spiritual discipline to surrender all incoming energy traffic to vortex is crucial for the vamp's health, survival, and growth.
Just like a small child learns to eat and walk.. vamps can also learn how to feed in a way that is helpful and beneficial for all.

Hope some of this was helpful.
Please let me know your thoughts / questions if any.

Namaste!
Gopi