Wings

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Mystress

Today in meditation my wings were HUGE.  I could feel them coming from the center of my chest and expanded out at great distance.  I cannot believe I never knew I had wings.  All these years, how could I have not known?  (This makes me cry)

Today, while in meditation, I asked,you? I think?,-why do we have wings?  And, an answer came that said "to fly away home".
That touched me to tears then and it does so now as I type it.
Not sure what any of that means. It must be resonating a deep truth within me somewhere.

Why do we have wings?  Can you tell me alittle about these wings?

What to do with these huge wings when meditation is done? Today I wrapped them around me.  Remember, I told you that I ask my angels to wrap me before I sit to mediatate?  I always thought the angels were putting something on me.  I never realized that what they were wrapping me in was coming from me....No wonder, I feel so much when out in public, my big old wings must be bumping into everything.  

Speaking of bumping into everything..I drove to Idaho from California to spend Thanksgiving with my daughter.  When passing thru Nevada you have to go into Casinos to get to eating places.

Talk about OVER STIMULATION wooooooh!  Lights, Noise, Bells, Many different sources of different music all at once.  Cigarettes and smoke soooo thick you can taste it.  I hated it.  And yet the places are packed with people who love it???

I've mentioned to you before, how since the awakening of K I have become more and more distant from the world at large.  It is difficult for me to be in the world.  

Spiritual Awakening would be easier if we could escape to a Monastery.  

I so appreciate your presence.  Thank you, Thank you

Love, c-light

[Mystress]

: Mystress

: Today in meditation my wings were HUGE.  I could feel them coming from the center of my chest and expanded out at great distance.  I cannot believe I never knew I had wings.  All these years, how could I have not known?  (This makes me cry)

Well, how could you know? Nobody told you, before this!

: Today, while in meditation, I asked,you? I think?,-why do we have wings?  And, an answer came that said "to fly away home".
: That touched me to tears then and it does so now as I type it.

Gave me goosebumps to read it. Lovely. Home, is not a place, it is the state of being happy with yourself. Feeling loved and unified with your own divinity.

: Not sure what any of that means. It must be resonating a deep truth within me somewhere.

: Why do we have wings?  Can you tell me alittle about these wings?

: What to do with these huge wings when meditation is done? Today I wrapped them around me.  Remember, I told you that I ask my angels to wrap me before I sit to mediatate?  I always thought the angels were putting something on me.  I never realized that what they were wrapping me in was coming from me....No wonder, I feel so much when out in public, my big old wings must be bumping into everything.  

LOL!! No, the feeling everything part is the heart empathy. The wings make it easier to handle. When you have wings, you can be you and other people can be themselves, and you have no need to judge them or change them. That is true freedom, and real love. Like what you write below:

: Speaking of bumping into everything..I drove to Idaho from California to spend Thanksgiving with my daughter.  When passing thru Nevada you have to go into Casinos to get to eating places.

: Talk about OVER STIMULATION wooooooh!  Lights, Noise, Bells, Many different sources of different music all at once.  Cigarettes and smoke soooo thick you can taste it.  I hated it.  And yet the places are packed with people who love it???

This is the wings. You are clear that a casino is not a place you want to be, and you are also not making judgments about the people who like it. You are not getting on a soapbox to declare they are all sinners, or lost souls or anything. They like casinos, you do not like casinos, live and let live. That is the wings.
Freedom. You are free to be you and you have no need to change anybody else. Unconditional love. Acceptance of yourself, and of other people.

: I've mentioned to you before, how since the awakening of K I have become more and more distant from the world at large.  It is difficult for me to be in the world.  

When you are out in the world, just remember that you have wings. Don't worry about them bumping into people, because unless people are awakened, they will not be aware of your wings. Home is not a place, it is a state of mind. Remember your wings, and you will feel at home wherever you are.

: Spiritual Awakening would be easier if we could escape to a Monastery.  

:
: I so appreciate your presence.  Thank you, Thank you

: Love, c-light

Love you too! Blessings!
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[Mystress]

: LOL!! No, the feeling everything part is the heart empathy. The wings make it easier to handle. When you have wings, you can be you and other people can be themselves, and you have no need to judge them or change them. That is true freedom, and real love.
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I feel that I was not completely clear in my description of the purpose of the wings. I will try to clarify:

Awareness of your wings puts you into a particular state of consciousness. In a space of acceptance, of *knowing* without needing to judge or condemn, (that you feel when your attention is on your wings,) you do not make karma.

You do not attach to things, or proect judgments. No karmic entanglement. You still have empathy, but the love for yourself you feel means that stuff -empathic and psychic information- you pick up about other people does not stick to you, and you do not have to do anything about it.

The information is just because you are ALL that Is, and all is One. your consciousness expands infinitely by becoming all that is in a continuous flow of information passing through you, often wordlessly. The knowledge is not troubling, but rather responds to anything you have the least curiosity about, or need to know.

  It does not form blockages. It just flows through you in the form of pure information about your environment, just like your normal senses. Looking at people is as easy as looking at trees, all manifestations of Divine Life seeking to know itself by experiementing with ways of being.

You know everything, because you are open to this flow of information. You are All.

Someone sent me this quotation, which aptly describes the experience of living with expanded consciousness:

 For the truth is, I think that we are always plural. Not either this or that but this and that.  And we always embody in our multiple shifting consciousnesses a convergence of traditions, cultures, histories coming together in this time and this place and moving like rivers through us.  And I know now that the point is to look back with insight and without judgment, and I know now that it is of the nature of being in this place . . . that there will always be new ways to understand what we are living through, and that I will never come to a point of rest or of finality in my understanding.

-Leila Ahmed, A Border Passage  

This is the expansion of consciousness that comes after Self realization. We never stop growing, our consciousness never stops expanding. We become all that is by potentially having All that Goddess provides flow through us in linearilty... at least, as much of All, as our soul desires to experience in this incarnation.

When you are focused on joy in having wings, you are seeing without projecting. You are *knowing* but not judging. So there is nothing for the incoming stuff to stick to. It flows right to Goddess, through you. It is simply information.

"Home" is with Goddess. Being Goddess, seeing all and loving everyone unconditionally, knowing whatever you need to know... while also being a physical human discerning your personal road of bliss/not bliss, and following it. Letting nothing be more important than listening to your own inner fires of joy. Being carried by the flow of grace and synchronicity.

When you feel a separation, because you have made a judgment or expectation, or have some resistance to what is occurring in the moment, and you are experiencing fear... remember your wings and fly home again.

Where ever your attention goes, your energy goes. What you focus on, will grow. Putting your focus of attention on your wings, loving them so they unfold in glory, makes a shift of consciousness that clears your mind and your energy. Takes you home again. Back to Goddess.

It is like getting grounded, but better... Grounding is peace, wings are peace and freedom. Freedom of being so clearly aware of your free will power to choose love or separation.

Mind you, getting your wings to be so strong and responsive to your thoughts requires some practice while being grounded.

When I open someone's wings in a session, (as you know) I instruct them to gather a big love bomb of energy in their heart, and send it down to the Center, and when the K-fire volcano responds, direct the energy coming in your feet, into your heart and out your shoulderblades, into fountains of energy that become wings. Keep doing it until you begin to *feel* them, as well as imagine them.

 Now add action to thought, and get your body involved: Put your fingertips over your nipples (or above them if you have enormous breasts) and point your elbows out to the sides of your body and flap your elbows back and forth (not up and down) as hard as you can, breathing in time to the flapping. Stop when you get dizzy. Point your elbows rather than flapping with your whole arms, or the blood rushing to your hands from the force of the swing will hurt and distract you.

Do this often. Start slow and build up speed so you don't strain anything. Pay attention to the movement of your ribs and shoulderblades as you do this, gradually getting your whole upper body into it, and all your vigor... That is how you build the strength of the wings of your energy body. They can get to feel as real as your arm or leg, and as natural in your awareness.

Think of a young eagle with its claws clinging anchored to the edge of the nest, flapping as hard as it can to build the muscles it needs for its first flight. Nobody needs to teach it to do that, it just knows. Your body knows, too.  

The breathing and the flapping will also activate your power chakra, increase your chi and sense of wellbeing. Your posture will improve too, as your wings get strong.

: : Speaking of bumping into everything..I drove to Idaho from California to spend Thanksgiving with my daughter.  When passing thru Nevada you have to go into Casinos to get to eating places.

: : Talk about OVER STIMULATION wooooooh!  Lights, Noise, Bells, Many different sources of different music all at once.  Cigarettes and smoke soooo thick you can taste it.  I hated it.  And yet the places are packed with people who love it???

: This is the wings. You are clear that a casino is not a place you want to be, and you are also not making judgments about the people who like it. You are not getting on a soapbox to declare they are all sinners, or lost souls or anything. They like casinos, you do not like casinos, live and let live. That is the wings.
: Freedom. You are free to be you and you have no need to change anybody else. Unconditional love. Acceptance of yourself, and of other people.

: : I've mentioned to you before, how since the awakening of K I have become more and more distant from the world at large.  It is difficult for me to be in the world.  

: When you are out in the world, just remember that you have wings. Don't worry about them bumping into people, because unless people are awakened, they will not be aware of your wings. Home is not a place, it is a state of mind. Remember your wings, and you will feel at home wherever you are.

: : Spiritual Awakening would be easier if we could escape to a Monastery.  

: :
: : I so appreciate your presence.  Thank you, Thank you

: : Love, c-light

: Love you too! Blessings!
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