Question on crossdressing

[rick]

hello Mystress and everyone,

 first i would like to introduce myself to everyone as this is my first time here. my name is rick. im a 42 year old male and i am really just at the begining point with the subjects of this course even though i have studied most of them a little at one time or another over the last few years. i have realized over the last year that i am a submissive and even before starting this course knew that some women seemed to have a very strong power. know im finding out why and also why you can feel it just being within a few feet of some women and that all women have this power but not all of them have worked with it and it is inside them waiting. now to my question, and if anyone out there can help thanks in advance. i have never considered myelf a crossdresser but have experimented on occasion since i was young. i feel more and more strongly about it all the time. it seems to me that this is a good way to help rid oneself of ego and to help one get in a good mindset to understanding ones feminine side and also to help in learning some humility. just wanted to know how the ideas of crossdressing would fit in with the life im trying to get to thru this course, if it is a good idea or a bad one to finally follow my fellings and start crossdressing or not. not even sure what the feeling i have are when im dressed, its not sexual as such it just feels right. help from anyone please.

[Xerxenca]

This sounds as if you're on the verge of approaching your Divine Inner Beloved. The fact you are honoring women's power and seeking to honor the feminine in yourself can only be good here, no?

Welcome!

[Mystress]

: hello Mystress and everyone,
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:   first i would like to introduce myself to everyone as this is my first time here. my name is rick. im a 42 year old male and i am really just at the begining point with the subjects of this course even though i have studied most of them a little at one time or another over the last few years.

Hi Rick.. Welcome.

:i have realized over the last year that i am a submissive and even before starting this course knew that some women seemed to have a very strong power. know im finding out why and also why you can feel it just being within a few feet of some women and that all women have this power but not all of them have worked with it and it is inside them waiting.

Yes.

:now to my question, and if anyone out there can help thanks in advance. i have never considered myelf a crossdresser but have experimented on occasion since i was young. i feel more and more strongly about it all the time. it seems to me that this is a good way to help rid oneself of ego and to help one get in a good mindset to understanding ones feminine side and also to help in learning some humility.

Yup. It can be.

:just wanted to know how the ideas of crossdressing would fit in with the life im trying to get to thru this course, if it is a good idea or a bad one to finally follow my fellings and start crossdressing or not. not even sure what the feeling i have are when im dressed, its not sexual as such it just feels right. help from anyone please.

Rick, in a later lesson you will come to, in this course will direct you to experiement with cross dressing, as a way of surrendering control of your body to your Divine Beloved... what you call your fem side. That you are experiementing with it sooner, is just part of why Goddess chose this course to be your path. Surrender to the impulses, and see where Goddess wants to take you, with it.

 I think your attitude towards it is very healthy, BTW. Among those who identify themselves as cross dressers, there is a phenomena they call "binge and purge", named after the bulimic condition. Some X-dressers periodically get very disgusted with themselves and throw out all of their fem stuff, swearing never to do it again, only to run up the charge cards getting more womens clothes, etc. when the need hits them again.
 Your attitude that cross dressing can be part of your spiritual path will keep you balanced. Goddess has it handled.

   Blessings!

[rick]

: This sounds as if you're on the verge of approaching your Divine Inner Beloved. The fact you are honoring women's power and seeking to honor the feminine in yourself can only be good here, no?

: Welcome!

Thank you Mystress and Xerxenca for answering. It is nice Goddess has led me to this path that feels so right.