DB...

[TwinDragon]

Okay, so I released all this entity stuff, and acknowledge that most of it has been my DB taking different kinds of forms, varying from fluctuating colours, to some actual forms, and images floating by...

A few days ago I had a "sinking" into something, I was wide awake, sitting on the couch, and suddenly I could feel as if this spirit was making love to my breast.... I kind of freaked out, but it was really pleasurable lol. I guess I got it all coming, from asking him to increase my capasity for pleasure... But it was so real! As if there was an actual physical guy there... lol!

Enough of my resistance and lack of faith in my DB. Goddess please take it all! Thank you very much:P

[TwinDragon]

And also, the grounding has become so intense lately... It's like when I go down, to the earth with love, I feel the spark so strong and I feel it with my entire body, and the troat starts to overflow with amrita, and I guess, I've been overwhelmed by the intensity! I guess I'm a little bit afraid of it... It's so intensely pleasurable that I'm afraid I'll function! LOL! I love it, and fear it at the same time... On one hand I want more, but on another hand I'm afraid... And the fear makes me tense up and block it. Goddess please take my fears, and everything connected with them in top down fashion from point of origin, and please take the stuff and clean it up throughouh the entire hologram throughout the entire omniverse of all that is! Thank you very much!

[M.J.]

I've been getting to know my DB lately also.  For months now, I have been seeing this small circle of light that floats out in front of me, and wondering what it is.  It's presence has always comforted me.  When I first read the Aspects of Consciousness lesson, it made so much sense to me, and I thought the circle may be my "portal guardian".  But now I think it is more likely my DB.

I have been imaging my DB in male human form lately, and asking Goddess to introduce us.  The results have been healing and blissful!  Kinda like what you've described, TwinDragon, as a spirit making love to your chest.  I have some places in the right side of by body that feel congested, blocked off and still in darkness.  I find my DB entering those spaces (with various appendages of his body ) and helping clear them, making room for Goddess.  It feels wonderful! 

I'm surprised by how easy it is becoming to imagine him in physical form. 

My spiritual growth in this course is going at such a gentle rate.  At first my ego wanted it to move faster, which of course is resistance to Goddess.  As my ego is dissolving, I feel more patient and trusting - letting Goddess take care of it at the rate she intends.  Goddess - help me surrender my remaining ego resistance.  Thank you for this blessed life!

[TwinDragon]

That sounds amazing! It's really overwhelming to see from my Beloveds eyes, how he sees me... He truly loves me unconditionally! It's lovely... I'm also starting to feel my wings more! lol:) Surrender is getting easier for me too^^