sessions with Mystress

[tam]

I would like to share with the group some of the amazing results I have gotten as the result of a few sessions with Mystress.  First to give just a bit of background.  My first experience with K was Dec. 6, 2005.  It was what is referred to here as a top down awakening.  The first year was sheer bliss.  My life took on new meaning as I knew nothing about Kundalini or any of her symptoms, but thoroughly enjoyed the wide eyed, all over glow that seemed to possess me.  Shortly into year 2, what seemed to be "the fall"  started with great force.  One by one, my chakras were offering up fear, panic, sadness..etc.  I had hit a wall and I needed help.  My favorite quote in life is "We always get what we are looking for."  I contacted Mystress and set up a private session.  For the most part, I ask her to guide me with the information she was getting that I needed to hear.  She was spot on, without me telling her what Pain or fear I was dealing with.  In the first session, I had great concern for my youngest son...struggling with addiction.  What I learned from her was that I was so judging my "motherly instinct" to worry that what I was getting was more worry.  I learned to accept that "Mothers worry and to throw love at it rather than judgment and guess what....my "worries are getting less and less.  Now we talk about this sort of thing often in our posting  "acceptance"  "surrender"  etc.  But when that head knowledge makes its way to the heart, it is an amazing thing.  The next session centered around my diet.  I had mentioned nothing to her about my eating habits..but again she nailed it.  My body had become toxic...not enough water, calcium, minerals and what I was putting into my body was creating internal maddness.  For the first month after this session, following her suggestions, I apparently flushed out so much junk that for awhile I felt crazy.  But on the other side of that was more peace than I had felt in a long time.  And since that session, there have been no more panic attacks and it feels like more of my body is able to hold the energy that i constantly feel surrounding me with much less pain.  My most recent session was last night and I will have to get back to you on that one.  It takes time to process all of the work that gets done.  In fact, what she offers is a gift that keeps giving because weeks, even months later I feel like "stuff" is leaving me that got loosened up or triggered in our session.

Mystress has whacked me a few times...spoke truth that was not always easy to hear, but thank Goddess for it.  I have found that it has been the things that were most painful to hear, that were blocking the flow of energy and holding me back.  It is very easy for me to get locked into my own little world and see and hear what I want to and totally ignore the shadow.  It is also easy for me to find the rationalization or justification for old behaviours that just don't fit anymore.   I am here to learn and grow and am so grateful for everyone here and the Wisdom, love and guidance from you MAS. Blessings to all   Tammy

[Mari]

 It takes time to process all of the work that gets done.  In fact, what she offers is a gift that keeps giving because weeks, even months later I feel like "stuff" is leaving me that got loosened up or triggered in our session.

That's my experience too. When I booked my session with her, I entered into a process that keeps on unfolding. In a way session started way before it was physically done. She wanted to divide my session time in two sessions, which made the process even bigger and deeper