[FST members] 42

[Mystress Angelique Serpent]

   For the past few days I have had a song in my head, Bette Middler "The 
rose" singing "Wind beneath my wings" with all the power and passion she 
has, in her art.  It is a corny song but I enjoyed it, thinking of the 
people in my life whom I love and admire, thanking Goddess for them.

    Today in the shower it was loud, and I was cherishing the passion for 
life and vitality in my hubby, when it hit me that my Divine Beloved was 
singing the song, *to* me!!
     I mean, it HIT me WHAM and I started crying sobbing coughing barfing 
kriyas falling against the wall of the shower overwhelmed

   "Did you ever know that you're my hero. You're everything I would like 
to be. I can fly higher than an eagle. You are the wind beneath my wings.
   Did you ever know that you're my hero. You're everything, everything
   I wish I could be...."

     No, I did not know!! I never knew... and the knowing, slays me.

     I don't have words to describe ... my logical mind insists it makes no 
sense, the DB is God-dess why admire me? Yet my heart accepts the truth, 
and my body recognises the power of not only the unconditional acceptance 
and the .. I dunno.  Raised up and devastatingly humbled at the same time, 
Amazing Grace rips me open and slays me and makes me soar, "higher than an 
eagle"  all at the same time.  Intense, ecstatic, devastating all together.

    Today is my birthday, I've turned 42.  What an amazing birthday gift 
from Goddess.  I wanted to share it with you all.