Lately I've been possessed by somekind of Finnish national spirit, Country Lady by the oat fields. I saw visions about her when I was recovering from my K blast over a year ago (golden times, sigh), and now my father saw it too last friday. I had forgotten it already. In the summer I was in the ethnic music festival (not drunk this time ;)) Yoga school members forced me to take their flyer about next days meditation even when I said I'm not there tomorrow. Few days later I looked that flyer and there She was. They are leading meditations about waking up Finnish national spirit, and there was a picture about young Country Lady with a finnish flag. So I'm in love with Finnish mentality, their depressiveness, weirdness, darkness, silence, drinking jokes, loyalty. I'm having waves of bliss giggling for example when The Lord (men dressed as monsters in a heavy rock band, so totally not classy ;D ) tour the world and some years ago won the European song contest. It sounds crazy but I feel like a mother who has sent her sons to the world, and is looking with pride how they manage. I'm crying even the TV commercials where they joke about us. Dunno what is it? There's 5 millions of us, and we have been breeding with each other a lot. Evolutionary genetics use Finns to study hereditary diseases for example, because it's easy here. We have been closed community for some time. We have the same genetic background, so maybe that's why I'm now interacting with this Lady? She's me like she is everybody else here also? Is it part of the process of awakening to see that I am All That Is? So if my constant praising about US FINNS starts to bug you, it's not me, it's the Lady! ;D
Lol, Lady goes strongly to my head, even with some little tears, no chance for :-X.
I think there are at least 3 important layers in Europe:
-- golden age of the Goddess
--Indoeuropean, migrations
--Christian period
and Your Lady is certainly a Goddess from the oldest period, which was certainly highly civilized, deviant interpretations by historians appear more and more obsolete: findings show that art was essentially not differently perceived than today, at about 30,000 years ago. At that time it seems culture was one and exchange and travel was existant over wide areas including Europe and exceeding it by far, very far into Asia, maybe it was a real World culture. No town walls no separation.
Now I believe The Oat Lady could be kind of a spokeswoman of that era, look only how She affects You, and Your writing affects for instance me, hehe She is Da Woman ;D
Then there is a span over spice and time, once more reducing separation, and beyond all Karma and hereditary issues, all there is, is *1*.
Meanwhile Her version *Mari* expands Her motherliness only to the national 5Mio boundary, which may also be of some (transitional) meaning.
Everybody loves (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74CrOubB0aA), so there can be no separation at all.
Patriarchy merely looses attractiveness like an opened can of beer. The humbled Goddess has cried enough and She can sing again and enjoy Her game.
Byebye with smiles,
Juergen
Thank you for your warm post :) I believe that this is a phase. I have just been confused about it, trying to surrender it as blockage. Oat Lady, that's a good name for Her.