Last night I had a terrible dream. I was back at home with my parents and siblings. My father was being abusive to me as he used to be, probably drunk. I could feel the darkness I know so well building inside of me. I realized my evil intents and desires and I said to my mom... "I am going to show him, I am not going to hold back any more"
When he came to the room I confronted him and took his arms. I pinned him down and looked into his eyes. I told him to look at my eyes, I asked him if he could see it, the murderous rage, the evil hatred that gave me incredible power. He was fearful. I told him I would bite a chunk from his face as I could feel the overwhelming energy of darkness flowing out of me.
I left and walked to the street. Suddenly I realised I had made a mistake and I shouted to my mother that I made a bad choice. I walked away and noticed that everyone was different. All looking at me. People lining up for the buss, there faces were evil. Waring masks? terrible eyes. But I knew that I was more powerful. I demonstrated it by jumping about 20 feet in the air and hovering for a moment. As I hovered I looked down and burned whatever those demons were with my horrible rage.
I continued to walk and looked as people past by. There were no humans, just demons of some sort. A female demon left her group and came and said something to me. I don't remember anything else. I woke up full of sexual energy with images of sex and lust in my mind. Now I am grounded and feel perhaps this was a new layer that needs dealing with. Whatever it was, a sign of something or just a dream, I give it to you Goddess. Thank you.