Now Im on Koh Tao, Turtle Island, far away in the Gulf of Thailand.
Two nights ago I was dreaming that I was on a roof top with Gustaf and Mystress. Mystress was sending shaktipat trough her Lazer eyes. Then I woke up.
Then I slept again and dreamt about two cobra snakes going very fast up
two pipes. After that I woke up, and then the dream became a little more
clearer.
When I was half asleep, on a roof, overlooking the pacific ocean (I always sleep outside here) suddenly Mystress came flying as a shadowlike figure, she
had more witch like qualities this time and she said with a dark voice: Want some more?. I was scared shit, and she grabbed me by the spine, and I woke
up with heavy breathing. Phew!
Hehe....Mystress, I didnt know you got be so scary witch also.
Today suddenly a little green snake landed on the balcony. It was very cute,
and I took a few pictures of it. I knew it was a special K snake. The snake that
Ive been dreaming of a couple of months earlier.
Shortly after today I experienced presence. I am everything, all is one. When I experience presence I start to cry.
I see that everything is synchronzed with me. All is a reflection.
So this is a very beatiful way of living, in the state of presence. Very simple.
A few days ago I was in a motorbike accident. I felt so alive when the trauma
drama was going on, and now also. I had to stitch / sew my knee, and I walk
like an old man..it was only some karma, anyway, when lying on the clinic table I was crying and laughing, and saying thank you all the time. Haha.
In Bangkok I got a big shock, cultural and climate shock. I was all alone, and
was nearly going nuts in my 29th floor hotelroom overlooking Bangkok city. Suddenly I heard this voice say: You are going to die.
I was scared like hell, the unconcius mind telling the ego that its about to die.
So now, mostly, I dont feel separation.
Im learing very much. All people are taking care of me. Full of love. Flowing over.
Im gonna stay on this island for a month. Dont know what Im gonna do after that, the only thing I need to know about the future is to stay present.
Tomorrow Im gonna try out the dirt tracks with my ATV - all terrain vechile, and drive through thick jungle to secludet bays, Mango Bay. Maybe I wake up before sun rise.
Edward :o
Hi Edward,
I really enjoyed reading your post - I call all that really engaging with life on its many levels and living it - very inspiring. Hope all is well.
Warm regards,
Hollyberry