This is for the Serpent to consume.
It has come to me, after he tummo session with Mystress and after
watching the Reverse-Gendered People lesson, that the younger part of me uncovered during the tummo session, was related to some type of abuse incident which I don't remember.
All I remember was that when I was very little, my parents rented
out a room in our house to a man. I remember the man standing in
the doorway of the room, and then it turns black.
I recall that my mother told me a few years ago that when I was little I suddenly changed and became distant.
Anyway, I don't remember anything of it. The heart voice says that abuse happened. It feels very unreal.
No-one to blame. Rather I ask myself for forgiveness, for have created this karma in a another lifetime.
It, the heart voice, also confirmed that I'm not reverse-gendered today.
Edward
: This is for the Serpent to consume.
:
: It has come to me, after he tummo session with Mystress and after
: watching the Reverse-Gendered People lesson, that the younger part of me uncovered during the tummo session, was related to some type of abuse incident which I don't remember.
: All I remember was that when I was very little, my parents rented
: out a room in our house to a man. I remember the man standing in
: the doorway of the room, and then it turns black.
: I recall that my mother told me a few years ago that when I was little I suddenly changed and became distant.
: Anyway, I don't remember anything of it. The heart voice says that abuse happened. It feels very unreal.
: No-one to blame. Rather I ask myself for forgiveness, for have created this karma in a another lifetime.
: It, the heart voice, also confirmed that I'm not reverse-gendered today.
:
: Edward