Hi, my name is Juergen, my first language is not English, but German, so this may be a reason to show up so late, another reason is, that I'm so bloody void of real spiritual experience. But there have been some impulses though in my nearly 52 years, while one major of them is probably homeopathy, which I gladly could make some experience with. From then the existance of occult things became out of question, and stories like that of Mystress, shortly read, about the person who grew 4 or 5 inches after a good sweating, would have been rejected otherwise, but once firmly convinced, things suddenly appear in a different light and you find yourself and go and eventually find such a unbelievable teacher, like Mystress, i can't express how lucky i feel to have arrived here. If i had to name only one thing that makes me so easily bow before Her(mentally), it'd be Her Infinite Authenticity.
(Sorry Mystress, but i could not spare You this).
The effect of the course is very positive, the grounding exercise seems growingly meeningful to me, i like doing it in a standing position and in one breathing in and out cycle(that is, more of them in succession); it seems important to acquire some accompanying meaning along with them, so i'm pinning down the most outlandish ideas in my shadows book...
By reading some of your posts for some time i also have found much sympathy with the other students and have been touched and moved more than once, so i hope to take part soon in the discussion wherever it might seem of a faint common interest!
Love,
Juergen.