I just started the FST course, and am looking forward to sharing this experience with everyone here. A bit about me...I'm 27 and kind of stumbled across kundalini while searching for meditation techniques to deal with panic attacks a few years back. Read a few things, did the meditations, and had a wonderfully calming experience. Then for some reason I can't quite figure out, I stopped and forgot about it all, and then happened to stumble across the k-list website on yahoo groups back in February. Maybe I had too much other stuff to work through at the time. ;)
But anyways, being a part of the k-list has caused energy to stir in ways I never could have imagined. It all reads like a sci fi book, and yet, it's happening to so many people all over the place. It's been a gentle, if tiring at times, process for me. At times I've stepped away from the sensations for a bit, but I'm irresitably drawn back. One time I actually told the energy to stop and settle down, as it was an inopportune moment for it to hit, but then it stayed away for weeks at which point I was begging it to come back.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to get beyond my pride/ego to experience the bliss others describe, or if I'll ever even get close to "enlightenment" whatever that might truly entail, but I do know this path keeps tugging at me, and I can't seem to let it go.
I look forward to learning from everyone here.
jaime :)
: jaime :)
Welcome Jaime! I recognize you from the K-list. Good to see you here too. :)
Namaste
Gustaf