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Title: Introduction
Post by: Scott E on May 24, 2005, 03:56:29 PM
Hello,

Just wanted to give you a short introduction of myself.

I am 23 and live near Toronto, Ontario, Canada. My Kundalini started to rise just over a year ago but I suspect that it has been active in a more mild state before that.

I seem to be experiencing a lot of phenomena. Lately I have sort of understood that there are a lot of aspects of my energy body and physical body that are quite out of alignment and are starting to heal more rapidly. I have scoliosis (curved spine). Lots of pain and headaches. Poor breathing.

I have had lots of problems, especially in the beginning of my journey, regarding my interaction with people. When I first awoken I really felt like there was this huge world, a huge energy game that people played with one another consciously. A group of have and have nots. Man.. this period really sucked. I look back at all of the phenomena and the picture seemed to paint itself. A little vulnerability and a little imagination can be dangerous. But I think on the higher level I made a choice to process the karma which related to other people.

There are a lot of entities swarming and cussing LOL. They seem to like to appear as people I know... but I don't know! They might as well be anyone because I just try and avoid them anyhow.

My days usually start out in relative peacfullness and one pointedness but then proceed to physical and mental chaos later on. The cathartic release of the chaos is nice, but very ungrounding. I enjoy going to work for the most part because it gives my head a shake. I suspect this goes hard on my body. There is a peace in the chaos.

I have had a particular interest in the Kriyas. I don't know why. I feel there is a definite science to it. But I have for a long time, even before my awakening, felt that physical stability is important, at least in my individual case. It has become a small obsession. I wanted to give up all of this exercise and strengthening but the chiropractor really pushes me to go further. And it is evident that my headaches are clearly assosciated with poorly developed muscles.

I believe that the spine and physical makeup decides our mental alignment along with our DNA.

I have also realized that I am extremely psychic but havn't realized the depth of this gift. I put it aside.

I look back at my childhood, and I have always known that I was very different. From childhood until now, I was always trying to process my karma. I have always wanted the karmic information to be known so I could always act rightly. It is quite uncanny when I think of it. I thought it was a curse, but I recently discovered that this was a great gift that I have turned off because the healing is occuring in other forms.

I look forward to interacting with all of you!

Blessings,
Scott



Title: Re: Introduction
Post by: Gustaf on May 24, 2005, 05:28:10 PM
: Hello,

: Just wanted to give you a short introduction of myself.

: I am 23 and live near Toronto, Ontario, Canada. My Kundalini started to rise just over a year ago but I suspect that it has been active in a more mild state before that.

: I seem to be experiencing a lot of phenomena. Lately I have sort of understood that there are a lot of aspects of my energy body and physical body that are quite out of alignment and are starting to heal more rapidly. I have scoliosis (curved spine). Lots of pain and headaches. Poor breathing.

: I have had lots of problems, especially in the beginning of my journey, regarding my interaction with people. When I first awoken I really felt like there was this huge world, a huge energy game that people played with one another consciously. A group of have and have nots. Man.. this period really sucked. I look back at all of the phenomena and the picture seemed to paint itself. A little vulnerability and a little imagination can be dangerous. But I think on the higher level I made a choice to process the karma which related to other people.

: There are a lot of entities swarming and cussing LOL. They seem to like to appear as people I know... but I don't know! They might as well be anyone because I just try and avoid them anyhow.

: My days usually start out in relative peacfullness and one pointedness but then proceed to physical and mental chaos later on. The cathartic release of the chaos is nice, but very ungrounding. I enjoy going to work for the most part because it gives my head a shake. I suspect this goes hard on my body. There is a peace in the chaos.

: I have had a particular interest in the Kriyas. I don't know why. I feel there is a definite science to it. But I have for a long time, even before my awakening, felt that physical stability is important, at least in my individual case. It has become a small obsession. I wanted to give up all of this exercise and strengthening but the chiropractor really pushes me to go further. And it is evident that my headaches are clearly assosciated with poorly developed muscles.

: I believe that the spine and physical makeup decides our mental alignment along with our DNA.

: I have also realized that I am extremely psychic but havn't realized the depth of this gift. I put it aside.

: I look back at my childhood, and I have always known that I was very different. From childhood until now, I was always trying to process my karma. I have always wanted the karmic information to be known so I could always act rightly. It is quite uncanny when I think of it. I thought it was a curse, but I recently discovered that this was a great gift that I have turned off because the healing is occuring in other forms.

: I look forward to interacting with all of you!

: Blessings,
: Scott

Hello Scott!
I recognize you from the K-list. It's good to see you here. Welcome. :) As a humorous note to your post, my days often tend to start out chaotic, then become more balanced later on.. If they start out chaotic that is. :)

Namaste
Gustaf