The Tea Room

Gradually my experiences from the grounding exercise have been changing. Now the major element seems to be when I first reach out for the crystal and for the sun. Then it%rsquos like touching a battery. I immediately feel as an electric voltage in my whole body. I first have that experience from the crystal below, then similarly but not exactly the same from the sun above.

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: Gradually my experiences from the grounding exercise have been changing. Now the major element seems to be when I first reach out for the crystal and for the sun. Then it%rsquos like touching a battery. I immediately feel as an electric voltage in my whole body. I first have that experience from the crystal below, then similarly but not exactly the same from the sun above.

My experience has changed too. It used to be very defined, my visualization was somewhat.. strict. Monkey mind made it uncomfortable. It worked but it became a bit discomforting at times and I have surrendered more and more to let it come as it will..  I've noticed that when I come to certain stages in the visualization, it has already happened.. Like when letting the light down from above, and it starts to move down through my feet, I already feel it coming up again.. Used to throw me off at first, but I let go of the structure and just let it happen.. Structure is leaving it more and more.. And often, the grounding is already there.. I guess body is really turning it into a habit, huh? My strongest experience is still when it comes back up through my feet and into the center. It feels outright sexual at times.. Very complete. :)

My subconscious mind has from the beginning been playing around with the images. The flower is never the same or even the same colour. Sometimes a lid is opening and a solar collector made of steel appears instead. When a flower appears, it might be impossible to open. So, I have focused on the feeling of prana moving around as I direct it to instead.

Gradually the distinction between pranic current and pranic voltage has developed. The current has sometimes been extremely strong. The voltage appears immediately when I first reach the crystal and the sun. The feeling in my body from this voltage is similar to the one I have when I am having sex. The voltage stays after I have done the exercise and the powerful current I directed have ceased. I think there is a lower pranic current connected to the voltage too.

As long as that voltage and low power current stay, I feel very good, full of energy and joyful. If something causes it to go away, I will reconnect either automatically or by doing the grounding exercise again. For present though, I feel as if maintaining this voltage is my main task and as if I don%rsquot need the powerful current during the grounding exercise so much.

Actually, I recognize this voltage from my childhood, when I used it to comfort myself when I was sad. I have often visited this joyful state in my adult life too, but until recently I never learned to get back to it and make it permanent. Instead I have spent most of my time feeling that something was very wrong because I missed it so much.

  The grounding does evolve for you, as you do it... it is perfection. Blessings!

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: Gradually my experiences from the grounding exercise have been changing. Now the major element seems to be when I first reach out for the crystal and for the sun. Then it%rsquos like touching a battery. I immediately feel as an electric voltage in my whole body. I first have that experience from the crystal below, then similarly but not exactly the same from the sun above.