My intuitive perceptions/observations of bipolar disorder (I am not a psychiatrist!) is that it comes of weak boundaries and poor energy hygiene.
Essentially, you tend have weak personal boundaries so you take on energy, karma and projections from people -but you do not know how to release it again. The projections block your life force and lower your energy, making you feel lethargic and depressed, until they reach a critical point that is life threatening and the unconscious creates an explosion to blast it all away... but usually the damage from the explosion becomes the seeds of the next depressive cycle.
Your physical symptoms are a metaphor for this same process. Weakness, fatigue, bowel problems... Bowels symbolize the life energy flow. All living beings eat and excrete. One critter's poo is another critters food... compost. Energy must flow. You eat a lot of energy but the releasing part needs practice. Learning to surrender will be the key.
Blessings!
: Hi there all. My name is Shannon. I'm 27 from Nova Scotia, Canada. I am new here as I have just signed up for the course and can't wait to get started. I just wanted to come here to introduce myself and I look forward to sharing with all of you in the days to come. Now that I am here I can't believe it took me so long to get here, but I really do believe everything happens perfectly and we are always in the right moment at the right time....so here I am. I've been experiencing Kundalini awakening for years now, but never really knew it. I have always been very sensitive to energy, had paranormal experiences, and been a very spiritual person, but I had never heard of Kundalini and what some of the possible symptoms that come along with the awakening process. At age 15 I began to get sick with chronic fatigue, irritable bowel, fibromyalgia, environmental sensitivities, headaches, allergies, interstitial cystitis and depression and mood swings. At age 20 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. This past year I began looking at healing holistically and that's really when I began a 'conscious' awakening process and reading and learning about Kundalini and others who had experienced many similar things as I had. My moods became much better and I began to ween off of some meds that I had been on for years (with the help of my doc) and life was so much more peaceful and happy and magical than it had ever been...but it actually started becoming a little overwhelming at times. The meds I was one for years were very life-force-numbing and as I weened off of them I became even more intuitive and sensitive to the energy around me. I was finding it heard to stay grounded. I was very 'open' all of the time and finding it hard to manage the energy. I was finding myself wanting to take something to lower my energy vibrations so I would be more numb to everything again..but I dont drink or do drugs...so eating meat and lots of carbs seem to help me. But i went saerching for info about kundalini and some possible help to manage the process better, help with some of my physical health problems and some guidance..and I was eventually led here...I have no doubt that this is where I am suppose to be and I just know life has so many wonderful things in store for me and that I will be able to regain a good quality of life and health and well-being..and that this course will be a big part of that. Love and Blessings to all!
Hello, Shannon, and welcome.
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: The course will be useful for your process, but I am moved to give you some insights that I feel will help you to make the most of it.
: My intuitive perceptions/observations of bipolar disorder (I am not a psychiatrist!) is that it comes of weak boundaries and poor energy hygiene.
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: Essentially, you tend have weak personal boundaries so you take on energy, karma and projections from people -but you do not know how to release it again. The projections block your life force and lower your energy, making you feel lethargic and depressed, until they reach a critical point that is life threatening and the unconscious creates an explosion to blast it all away... but usually the damage from the explosion becomes the seeds of the next depressive cycle.
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: Your physical symptoms are a metaphor for this same process. Weakness, fatigue, bowel problems... Bowels symbolize the life energy flow. All living beings eat and excrete. One critter's poo is another critters food... compost. Energy must flow. You eat a lot of energy but the releasing part needs practice. Learning to surrender will be the key.
: Blessings!
: : Hi there all. My name is Shannon. I'm 27 from Nova Scotia, Canada. I am new here as I have just signed up for the course and can't wait to get started. I just wanted to come here to introduce myself and I look forward to sharing with all of you in the days to come. Now that I am here I can't believe it took me so long to get here, but I really do believe everything happens perfectly and we are always in the right moment at the right time....so here I am. I've been experiencing Kundalini awakening for years now, but never really knew it. I have always been very sensitive to energy, had paranormal experiences, and been a very spiritual person, but I had never heard of Kundalini and what some of the possible symptoms that come along with the awakening process. At age 15 I began to get sick with chronic fatigue, irritable bowel, fibromyalgia, environmental sensitivities, headaches, allergies, interstitial cystitis and depression and mood swings. At age 20 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. This past year I began looking at healing holistically and that's really when I began a 'conscious' awakening process and reading and learning about Kundalini and others who had experienced many similar things as I had. My moods became much better and I began to ween off of some meds that I had been on for years (with the help of my doc) and life was so much more peaceful and happy and magical than it had ever been...but it actually started becoming a little overwhelming at times. The meds I was one for years were very life-force-numbing and as I weened off of them I became even more intuitive and sensitive to the energy around me. I was finding it heard to stay grounded. I was very 'open' all of the time and finding it hard to manage the energy. I was finding myself wanting to take something to lower my energy vibrations so I would be more numb to everything again..but I dont drink or do drugs...so eating meat and lots of carbs seem to help me. But i went saerching for info about kundalini and some possible help to manage the process better, help with some of my physical health problems and some guidance..and I was eventually led here...I have no doubt that this is where I am suppose to be and I just know life has so many wonderful things in store for me and that I will be able to regain a good quality of life and health and well-being..and that this course will be a big part of that. Love and Blessings to all!