In Reply to: Re: Various things.... posted by Shara on February 05, 2002 at 10:07:38:
Thank you, Shara... you are so wise! :) Yes, I have felt very well supported in this space, I feel really honored to have attracted amazing people like you to this course. I am grateful for you all.
Tonight I connected over the phone with a healer whom I have not met before, but one of my Priestesses has known her for 14 years. (URL below.) She invoked the Violet Flame of St. Germain and booted somebody who has been in my field, feeding on my energy and interfering with my staying grounded. How somebody could get to me like that puzzles me, but I trust all will become clear in time.
What a relief! Instead of creepy cold chills on the back of my neck that were travelling to my stomach and interfering with my digestion, I am now getting nice warm tummo fire restructuring. Starting to feel human again. Sleepy too.
I have a 3 hour appointment booked with her for Sat., etheric body repair and some other stuff, sort out what is going on with the splinter A. I am going to take it easy till then. Take a few days off and meditate a lot.
She does something she calls "one brain" that she says has a very good effect with helping ADD people to maintain focus for stuff that is boring... could it be, that I might actually be able to get my business stuff together, afterwards? That would be a very nice bonus to this whole story, as I would not have contacted her if I were not feeling quite so desperate.
Time will tell. I am looking forward to learning more about her techniques... yes, we never stop growing! Blessed be!
I love you all. Blessings!
: Mystress wrote:
: : There are a lot of posts to this room, written but not sent as I try to sort myself out. It seems unfair to me, for me to be putting this on my students but I am rather at a loss about what else to do... if indeed, there is anything to be done. I am still not feeling balanced, something is out of tune... I think it might be best for me to do what I told Carla not to do, and retreat within myself till I am clear again.
: Shara wrote:
: Mystress,
: You are wise to take some time for "space" and reflection. You have taught us that we keep growing or die, and I have learned from what you are "growing" through. I was a little worried that once a person becomes enlightened, is that it? You have reminded me that Goddess is infinite, and we never have to stop growing.
: I am a very private person who needs an enormous amount of space, so you really speak to my heart when you say you feel a need for your own "space" and time to re-balance. So many of us are feeling a re-alignment right now and this feels strange, but at the same time we can support each other through it and know we are not alone. So thank you for sharing what has been going on with you. I do hope you feel supported in giving yourself what you need. Shara
Hello Mystress,
Woohoo! WTG! Sounds great. Go to sleep. Let us know what happens when you get back.
Sean