Sorry for freaking out to your story re:Various Things....
I had a very strong emotional? reaction to your story. I felt alot of fear and clinging. I do not want to lose FST Mystery School and contact with you.
I read your story, immediately felt upset. I walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes and still felt very upset. I reread your story. I posted a response, lost it after hitting a wrong key, then posted again. (I was very determined to be upset.)
I then went upstairs to meditate. I was feeling very upset. As soon as I grounded myself.....duh..... I felt much better. Hello, some of us are soooo slow in getting the very basic lesson. GROUND YOURSELF! See why I need you?
So I apologize for all the hysterics. I really appreciate all you do for all of us. I love the part of you that loved us enough to create FST, do the healing work and to teach us. I hope that part stays with you somehow.
Love, c-light
: Sorry for freaking out to your story re:Various Things....
Is alright.. somebody was bound to freak at that post, so it was you and you grounded yourself and it was fine. Blessed be!
: I had a very strong emotional? reaction to your story. I felt alot of fear and clinging. I do not want to lose FST Mystery School and contact with you.
: I read your story, immediately felt upset. I walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes and still felt very upset. I reread your story. I posted a response, lost it after hitting a wrong key, then posted again. (I was very determined to be upset.)
LOL!!
: I then went upstairs to meditate. I was feeling very upset. As soon as I grounded myself.....duh..... I felt much better. Hello, some of us are soooo slow in getting the very basic lesson. GROUND YOURSELF! See why I need you?
: So I apologize for all the hysterics. I really appreciate all you do for all of us. I love the part of you that loved us enough to create FST, do the healing work and to teach us. I hope that part stays with you somehow.
well, so far as I know, she is still out there. She may have re-integrated with me, maybe not. I dunno. I do know that she is immortal, and quite independent of me, so you could probably call her up in meditation and say hello!
Blessings...
: Love, c-light