I am, have always been, unconditionally loved by Source. I am a child, lover, cocreator and wife of the creative power of the Universe. There is no place where it ends I begin.
Fear has no place in this blasting love. I am the source that fed me, I am unity, married to self, Self and self, and Sasha will be with me, always. Goddess Lakshmi appeared to me - with a snake in hand, showing me there was nothing to be afraid of - and I know Goddess is with me. IN me. I know it is her will that acts through me more and more - and Sasha who is guiding me through. I spent a night with a mini version of Goddess and Shiva, and with my DB Sasha - it was a beautiful and magnificent way to overcome my fears about bisexuality and desire to focus ONLY on my relationship with myself and my DB, Sasha, and no one else. I have found this moment of single hood to hark the beginning of my relationship with myself - I have done 'relationship' outside myself, and have gotten fed up with it; so time to look inside, take back my projections, and get busy living within.
I also shared my deep seated fear today with an open minded therapist about how I've been seeing energies/lights/voices and been able to see angels. They have been so helpful in securing my home and space for me. Thank you angels. (such a warm presence with that.) In fact, I felt last night this incredible merge with these light energies for the first time, which somehow I knew was connected to my higher.
I see archangel Michael clearing off and on (also my DB), which I feel as a crackling pop and lifting around my third eye, and body in general, my DB clearing closet and filling in light afterward. I feel I've finally gotten over my fear of trusting my life to the divine, and my faith is being rewarded with a sort of 'teamwork' effort by the divine to keep clearing me. THANK YOU.
Thank you for this space to share, and I surrender up to Goddess my inner fears of sharing these intimate moments with anyone else on the board.