Okay, I'm not sure how to explain this... Something weird though. Some months ago I suddenly got a third eye image in my head of an old fashioned piece of paper, with lots of letters on it in a language and form that seemed ancient. It stayed with me for several seconds so I got a good look on it. I had no clue of what it was, and I could not understand the language or letters. Then a little while ago, before sleep, I suddenly saw a a hand model and it was like it was a model or several different ones, explaining meridian/kinesiology points or something similar, where they were and what they were called on the hand. This, too, stayed with me for several seconds before it went away. Is someone trying to show me, or teach me something? Strange.
Then, last night, I felt like I wanted to press a meridian/kinesiology point on my left hand. And suddenly remembered that three years ago, during my first kinesiology balancing session, there was a blockage on that point related to being open unconciously to manipulation by spirits. It felt good to press/massage that and it I even started feeling that my entire left side got more balanced and feeling better! More *closed* off to energy and unwanted influence. I felt that it really grounded my left side as I have been having difficoulties with that. The kinesiology session was also when it came up that I had repressed the kundalini when I was 14, and it was time to unrepress the process... I'm just wondering if maybe the same old blockage or blockages are back.
Goddess this is for you!
Some other stuff is coming to mind. A few years ago, before the kinesiology session etc, I had a whole lot of spitit activity, interactions. I could see them around me when in bed. I also remember this black shape, as if he was drawing energy out from my feet, and then I experienced like ethereal pain (didn't feel physical) in and around the back of my heart chakra area. Totally freaked me out, but I remembered that the pain wasn't very bad. Just striking at first, and surrender to it made it go away. I also remember seeing some occult symbol in a vision, that I haven' been able to find anywhere. I have a weird past with these things... I still don't know what it was all about though, still puzzles me.