My meditations have,however, been very focused;more so than ever before. I could stay in the Heart Center and became a vehicle for sending out Light and Love into the World. I feel it is much needed and the only thing I feel I can really offer being that I live in California. (I do plan to donate blood after the rush of long lines has passed.)
I have been able to stay very grounded at the same time thatI have been acutely aware of all the pain.
How are you coping?
yes it is ::))
: There is so much pain and suffering.
Only thru suffering do we feel the blood of Crist flowing
thru our vains --some woman on the radio
: I have been glued to the television and the terrible images of what has taken place for three days trying to comprehend the hate that could allow such a tragedy to happen.
Being glued to the TV can't be good, i would think
i have been slowing taking in (intagrateing)or(comprehending)the tragady
: How are you coping?
still taking it in one peice at a time
luv'n'hugs
ant
I'm getting better, believe it or not. Tuesday night, i went to the wtc site with my mind's eye (several others went too), offering a path to the light. It was quite busy - lots of souls floating up. Then on Wednesday i think i started going out of shock - very difficult to breath, especially while i was driving, tightness in the chest and stomach...i can't listen to Amazing Grace w/out tearing up, etc.. But last night i lit lots of white candles in rememberance, and went back to the wtc site. It was very quiet and still. I feel differnt today. Probably the almost continuous surrendering is why. I'm not done crying, but something has changed.
Peace,
carla