Scenes of cigarettes burning women keep coming up in my mind. I've done many entity clearings on it.
I remember my father burned my mothers face with a burning cigarette, because she had borrowed a can opener from our neighbour. I tried to stop it, but I was just little kid. He was a sick man.
I've been afraid of having intimate contact with women, maybe because of this. Violent men.
Mother was and is strong. She took my sister and me, and left my father.
Goddess please take this gift.
Edward