I have a problem... I have a fear of seeing ghosts/spirits.
My Mother, when see was alive saw them all the time, along with all my sisters, it seems to run on my mother's side. Once my sister told my mum that she had a visitor, an old man who was looking at her whilst she was on the sun bed. My mother replied: saw him last night and explained in detail what he was wearing down to the fine details... I was amazed. She often saw faces emanating out of walls. All my brothers are like me, not open to that sort of stuff... scared of it. I sometimes feel presences but never see them.
My D.B. shapes my perceptions, this I've learnt from this course. I've asked my D.B. and inner light if I should open up to this, and the answer is yes, face your fears... but it scares the s*** out of me.
This is why I can only feel my D. B. and not see her...
Even though I trust in my inner guidance, I just need a bit of reassurance from this space before I take the leap of faith and ask for it.
Thanks
Namaste
Hi Dave,
I know how that feels. I guess a good lesson for that is the mirror one and just sending love to whatever comes up (or whatever you see). The reality is nothing/no entity can harm you unless you allow it to. And your mind-state can actually influence what you see as well. If you put a smile on your face it creates a helpful 'state' too. Goddess has your back ;)
Hi Jeremy,
Thanks for your reply... I've persevered for some time with the mirror lesson, and I never get a face just my head disappearing sometimes... there is a subtle deep down fear that I keep surrendering.
Once, when I was half asleep I saw a hovering animal like figure over my body looking at me viciously, I sent love and acceptance which did work; the figure transformed into this glowing smiling man in his thirties, he put his thumb up and said thank you and turned and walked into the light in the corner of my room... it was quick a cool experience.
Another experience comes to mind, before I enrolled on this course... I sought after a copy of The Kundalini Experience by Lee Sannella. I could only get a used copy from America…was not ready for the experience that met me, when I first opened it. I was confronted with the prior owners terrifying neurotic energy, sensing like my head was going to explode and the feeling of going mad… I had visions that the jaw’s of a giant beast was snapping at me trying to gnaw my head off. I swiftly closed the book and put it outside in the garden shed until I built up enough courage to deal with it. Lol. I tried using the smoke of burning sage on every page…with no success. Then I remembered, what I read on the K-primer web site… ask Goddess to take it away and to give peace to it. I was amazed to feel the energy lift away after repeating the request about eight times. Whenever I opened the book afterwards all I felt was love. I remember thinking wow! This magic is amazing!
These sort of experiences don't seem to bother me, its the ideal of seeing Ghost/Spirits at any time when you are awake. I work in an old Chapel which has been converted into a retail premises. :-\
I know that if you ground yourself there is now fear, but this Ghost/Spirit thing just quickly takes me from this state. I keep surrendering this feeling when it happens, but its still there? :-[
If you meet up with or see an entity ask if they are here for your highest good... if not just send them away. They have to go. Be completely sincere in your heart, don't play, cause some feed on all those mixed, pain fear feelings, others are here to guide us. You are always in control.
Just forget about it.. (easy for me to say lol). If you can't just ground every time it comes up. I have had some encounters myself. We tend to manifest what we dwell on BTW. There is nothing to be afraid of but fear itself.
Thanks for the advise, very helpful... Cheers.
Just send them away into the light and if they come back time after time this would be a good indicator that they are for my highest good. So, I suppose it is just like dealing with internal entities, maybe ask my guardian angels to sort them out that always works for me with internal entities.
I'm starting to feel alot more confident... time will tell ;D
If I am a slave to my D.B. then she will give me strength because I have so much faith in her looking after me... the love I feel from my unconscious is overwhelming sometimes.