Have the urge to share an amazing experience that I have had in the early hours of this morning.
Woke up with the awareness of my mother’s love embracing me, this was definitely different than my divine beloved energy, I just new in my heart that it was my mother’s. She died about 9 years ago. Then the words ‘its never too late to have a happy childhood’ came into my consciousness, (read them somewhere in K-primer or within this course). My attention was guided to go into my past and do some cleansing. I found myself taking up the foetus position and started to feel what it felt like to be in my mother’s womb. Feelings of suppression, depression, fear, anxiety, despair, low self esteem and self worth came over me, this was how my mother felt, it saddened me. I realized that this is exactly how I have felt right through my childhood at a deep level. Strange thing is my ex wife always said this is how I felt to her deep down when things got tough.
I grounded myself and asked Goddess to heal my mother and to let me feel my mother’s love… wow! Gradually, I was engulfed in magical bliss, this had strong feelings of my mother’s love flowing through me as if I was transparent, and the feeling of despair etc was lifting. It really felt like I was swimming in loving bliss.
I then went through my birth, I felt quite strong and cared for; but I started to become aware of my father's energy: anger, resentfulness, fear, anxiety and worry came over me, I felt unloved again and anxious. I ask Goddess to heal my father and to allow me to feel his love... I started to cry, the feeling of a strong masculine energy ran through me… a feeling of complete relaxation and wholesomeness, both my parents love where dancing together within me, with a feeling of joy.
When I came out of the trance/meditation I noticed that my heart chakra was electric, buzzing and extremely hot...
...what has changed is that if I try now to look at some issues I had as a child, the anxiety feelings have dissolved. Truly magical!!!
Thank you! Mystress.
These last three days since my experience has been truly miraculous; the feeling of wholesome balance I have when in the company of others and on my own is a truly beautiful. Really do feel that I am loved and always have been loved... Mystress your knowledge and powers are just mind blowing... so grateful to you and this course. The healing that has taken place here is so real.
Love and Light
Dave
That is really beautiful Dave. Amazing how Goddess can just come in and clean out the closet of all the old dusty skeletons. Thanks for sharing that.
Your subject line is a quote from Berke Breathed, a pulitzer prize winning cartoonist. So cool when it comes true!
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Blessings...